Chapters (42)
- Cover
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- 1
Where the fuck are you?
Mexico.
That’s great. That’s just great. Ever, you are a shit.
So are you. I love Jacob and I will see him but you I’m not too bothered about. Is that all you can say? Does it not go any deeper than that?
No, I don’t think so, fuck you.
Version 2:
Where are you?
I’m in Mexico, it’s really hard to explain but the man who bought my father’s paintings and who basically fucked his life has been shot. You might have heard about it, Ingmar Lorken.
Yes I have, that’s you, you’re connected with that, what the hell have you been doing?
No, well yes, but the old lady I was staying with, she shot him.
What the fuck! Have you lost it again Ever? Have you? Oh, please God no.
Listen, I want you to come to the house she gave me.
She what, why, why would she do that, were you fucking her? Ever this is sick.
Neither was what he wanted: both were ridiculous realities.
Ever couldn’t even complete this conversation, as the details would take a lifetime to explain and a phone call would be impossible. Was his life with them? Follow your heart. Not your fucking crazy head.
He wanted Jacob, he wanted to see Clarissa. He wanted life with a family, he wanted children and love and sharing. Not isolation, like his parents, like Lomita. He wanted to belong to the human race for the first time. He was a human. With a thousand to one chance of a healthy life.
A thousand to one.
Good odds.
He’d take them.
But to be honest, he didn’t really care. Because it had been well worth it.
And death had never appeared to be that tough an option.
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A situation that hadn’t been anticipated.
Was the press attention that the killer of Ingmar Lorken would receive.
Two days after the burial there were photographers taking pictures of the outside of Casa Lomita, an investigative reporter who asked for an interview regarding the final works that Lomita Nairn had bought from the man she killed.
The work of John Everett Millen.
Ever did not give an interview but became aware of the notoriety that his father’s work had achieved.
Mr Chang, the hotel owner in San Diego, who had picked up the work for a pittance, now claimed, in an interview, that he had commissioned the work from this outstanding artist.
Ever had the idea of sending two paintings to an auction house in Los Angeles in the wake of the scandal. The association of horror and murder with an artist is the stuff of Caravaggio.