Chapters (42)
- Cover
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- 1
He drank the water and took off his socks. He opened the trunk of the car and pulled out the can of petrol. And poured it on the seats and floor of the car, then onto a sock and into the water bottle. The seats were vinyl and wouldn’t absorb so he opened the petrol cap and poured some petrol all around the opening, and with shaking hands opened the matchbox, most of the matches fell out; he rammed the end of the soaked sock into the bottle and lit it. And then, when convinced it wasn’t going to go out, threw it into the open back door of the car.
And ran.
Waiting for the boom.
He thought, there would be a boom, wouldn’t there? He turned, hearing no boom. Twenty feet away and nobody around, nobody carrying their washing, he could see the haze of heat as the inside of the car was on fire, the petrol cap was open and the fire was grasping at the fumes outside on the paint work. Then came the boom. The petrol tank released its pressure, like the sparklet, the car became a burning furnace; he was running like a madman for the alley exit.
He stopped and turned for one last look, his Honda EX V6 sedan in dull red was being destroyed before his eyes. A magnificent sight. Fuzzy with the shimmering, adding to the heat of the day. The squealing noise as the metal contorted in pain, the plastic loving and lapping up the flames with a fizz. Burning in a frenzy. It was going to be a shell and become even less memorable than it was before.
He could have cooked some potatoes there.
It was sad that it was burning on gravel and caked mud.
Nothing to spread the fire.
Lomita – ten maybe fifteen minutes must have gone.
What had Lomita done? He had made her, hadn’t he?
It was his fault again. He imagined himself sitting in the front of the burning Honda with the flames caressing him, paining and searing at his flesh. Would he burn in an explosive way or just cook slowly like a piece of pork? Nearest thing to human flesh isn’t? He should have done that, he should have sat in the front seat of the car while it was burning and joined it in the smoke.
The meat and no potato.
He ran back the long way around, looking to see if anyone was paying any attention to him, or following him.
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The Isis Adelphia’s beads rippled again and he didn’t wait for the Chinese lady.