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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

‘Dangerous? Jesus, Dad, listen to yourself. Mum got murdered jogging! There are people down there who are making a real difference. They’re calling for penal change and social justice. They’re demanding rehabilitation of gang members and giving young people a reason to live rather than die.’

‘Oh Millie, it’s your age. You’re altruistic and naïve—’

‘Don’t you dare!’ She stood up and looked at him angrily. He didn’t know what to say; he’d never seen his daughter like this. ‘Your generation is responsible for what is happening now; you’re the naïve ones. You can’t shove people into housing estates while you sit in your ivory tower and expect them to behave. You have to look after society as a whole for everyone to feel included.’

‘Oh Millie, don’t give me that socialist crap. You’re too young to understand—’

‘God, Dad, I’m ashamed of you. I had no idea you were such a diehard Victorian. I’m sorry that poor people annoy you, because you know that knife crime stats and penal failure stats are mirror images of economic status, right? You really think it’s their fault and not circumstances? Shame on you. I don’t care for your politics. I’m going to bed.’

‘Darling, I’m sorry! There are a thousand and one sides to this and many of them you’ll only learn when you become a parent.’

‘Good night, Dad. We can talk about it when I’m old enough.’ She strode out of the room and he stared at the door.

He heard more doors bang and wished Ella was here. It was the type of conversation he dreaded. He suddenly realised that for the rest of their lives, Jordan and Millie would only have him. Ella wasn’t there to be their mentor and guide any more. He was terrified, and he’d already screwed up.

He’d also thrown away a chance to watch TV with his daughter, albeit under unfavourable conditions. Ella had hated the kids spending so much time in their rooms, isolated and on social media, giving in to God knows what influences, and he’d let her down. He felt wretched. Maybe he’d give Millie an hour or so to calm down and then go and apologise. He turned his attention back to the TV.