Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Rachel Lynch
‘Dangerous? Jesus, Dad, listen to yourself. Mum got murdered jogging! There are people down there who are making a real difference. They’re calling for penal change and social justice. They’re demanding rehabilitation of gang members and giving young people a reason to live rather than die.’
‘Oh Millie, it’s your age. You’re altruistic and naïve—’
‘Don’t you dare!’ She stood up and looked at him angrily. He didn’t know what to say; he’d never seen his daughter like this. ‘Your generation is responsible for what is happening now; you’re the naïve ones. You can’t shove people into housing estates while you sit in your ivory tower and expect them to behave. You have to look after society as a whole for everyone to feel included.’
‘Oh Millie, don’t give me that socialist crap. You’re too young to understand—’
‘God, Dad, I’m ashamed of you. I had no idea you were such a diehard Victorian. I’m sorry that poor people annoy you, because you know that knife crime stats and penal failure stats are mirror images of economic status, right? You really think it’s their fault and not circumstances? Shame on you. I don’t care for your politics. I’m going to bed.’
‘Darling, I’m sorry! There are a thousand and one sides to this and many of them you’ll only learn when you become a parent.’
‘Good night, Dad. We can talk about it when I’m old enough.’ She strode out of the room and he stared at the door.
He heard more doors bang and wished Ella was here. It was the type of conversation he dreaded. He suddenly realised that for the rest of their lives, Jordan and Millie would only have him. Ella wasn’t there to be their mentor and guide any more. He was terrified, and he’d already screwed up.
He’d also thrown away a chance to watch TV with his daughter, albeit under unfavourable conditions. Ella had hated the kids spending so much time in their rooms, isolated and on social media, giving in to God knows what influences, and he’d let her down. He felt wretched. Maybe he’d give Millie an hour or so to calm down and then go and apologise. He turned his attention back to the TV.