Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Rachel Lynch
‘You seem unsteady. Surely you’ve had a bit too much to drink.’
For a moment, Neil stared at him and Thomas felt as though he was going to strike him, or lose his cool in some other way.
‘I’m on tablets that might appear to make me look that way, but I have not been drinking.’
That was horseshit. Thomas had smelled it when he helped him up. He wasn’t about to get further involved, though, and saw him out, listening to more ranting about lowlifes and what to do with them.
After Neil had gone, he went upstairs and sat for a long time on Ella’s side of their bed. They seemed to have become a splintered family of individuals, with their reason to come together gone. They were floating around, and bumping into one another occasionally, awkward, not knowing what to say. Their family had been slashed apart with two knives in Potton Park.
He flicked on the TV to calm his nerves and was assaulted by visions of crowds of people shouting and chanting on the Beacon Estate. They waved banners: JUSTICE FOR KEIRA! STOP LYING TO US! STOP OUR KIDS DYING!
Thomas watched with his mouth open. It was like watching something from Beirut in the eighties. Could this be twenty minutes down the pretty road winding along Ullswater’s south shore? Surely not? There’d been a mistake. He turned up the volume. It wasn’t all yobs either; there were families down there, women and children, there was dancing, singing, speeches and interviews with so-called experts. It was being televised as a whole goddam social movement and his wife was not mentioned once. It was all about the Bradley girl.
Was it all a horrible coincidence? Was Neil trying to pander to him and deliver something counterfeit for the sake of a quick arrest? In his heart, Ella stirred. She agreed.
‘Oh Neil, what the hell are you doing?’ he said to nobody.
A loud roar went up over the crowd and he watched, transfixed. He went to turn to his wife to tell her about the incredible scenes on their doorstep, but stopped when he realised she wasn’t there. He turned back to the TV.
‘Dad?’
He looked at the door; it was Millie.
‘Darling!’ He held open his arms and she came to him. He kissed her head. It was a thing they’d done for as far back as he could remember: she bent her head and he kissed the top of it. She sat on the bed and looked around the room. It broke his heart.
‘I’ll turn this off,’ he said.
‘No, I want to watch. It’s amazing. Even politicians are waking up and getting involved. We need to stop knife crime. I want to go down there and get Mum on those banners too.’
‘What? You can’t go down there! I forbid it. It’s too dangerous!’