Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Rachel Lynch
Don’t @ me. Blast the skeng.
Emphasis was heaped on the rise and fall of the lyrics. Girls in dark corners raised their arms.
You know I blast the skeng.
Free my guys from out the pen.
A group of youths created a core group of dancers jumping up and down to the rhythm.
Big man drillz.
I don’t bare pop pills.
It was clear that a crescendo was coming. Jordan watched as the mass prepared to sing the chorus. The jerking and leaping intensified.
At the party like holla, hello, hey.
At this point, the whole room erupted and sang ‘holla, hello, hey’, rising and falling as one brotherhood, arms in the air, hoodies nodding. Jordan watched and joined in. He opened his eyes to look at the girl, and she smiled, holding tightly on to him as they jumped. As the music pulsed on, she beckoned him to another room. On his way out, he noticed a tight group in intense conversation. Like most males in the room, they wore hoods, and some had bandannas over their mouths. A couple of them nodded to the girl. She pulled his hand and he found himself in front of the group. It seemed quieter over there, and the buzz of the music and the electricity he imagined coming from the girl’s body dissipated.
‘Come on, Adam, leave us alone,’ the girl said to one of the men.
‘You rubbin’ up one o’ mine, bruv, and I don’t know yuz.’
Jordan sobered up. He felt something against his back and suspected it was a blade. He thought of his mother.
‘I’m not carrying a shank, bruv. I’m staying in the tower with cousins. I came with them.’ He pointed to the group of youngsters. One of them noticed and came over.
‘He’s sick, man,’ he said. ‘Nuffin’ goin’ on, swear it. He’s safe. Calm.’
Adam smiled, then glanced over Jordan’s shoulder and shook his head. The item sticking into his back was removed.
‘Enjoy fuckin’ her, man, she’s hot.’
The girl took his hand and led him away. Jordan could feel that he was shaking. And he was no longer aroused. He wanted to stay and get to know Adam. He wanted to study his body and work out where to stick a blade so that it would fucking hurt. She led him to a mattress in the corner of the next room and fell onto it, pulling him on top of her. She was high or drunk, or both, and Jordan looked at her differently now. He held back, but she took his hand and kissed him. The music came back to him, and without thinking any more, his body responded to her. She took her top off and he stared at her. She was beautiful. Anyone else in the room was forgotten. Within seconds, she was fully naked and he was inside her.