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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

Don’t @ me. Blast the skeng.

Emphasis was heaped on the rise and fall of the lyrics. Girls in dark corners raised their arms.

You know I blast the skeng.

Free my guys from out the pen.

A group of youths created a core group of dancers jumping up and down to the rhythm.

Big man drillz.

I don’t bare pop pills.

It was clear that a crescendo was coming. Jordan watched as the mass prepared to sing the chorus. The jerking and leaping intensified.

At the party like holla, hello, hey.

At this point, the whole room erupted and sang ‘holla, hello, hey’, rising and falling as one brotherhood, arms in the air, hoodies nodding. Jordan watched and joined in. He opened his eyes to look at the girl, and she smiled, holding tightly on to him as they jumped. As the music pulsed on, she beckoned him to another room. On his way out, he noticed a tight group in intense conversation. Like most males in the room, they wore hoods, and some had bandannas over their mouths. A couple of them nodded to the girl. She pulled his hand and he found himself in front of the group. It seemed quieter over there, and the buzz of the music and the electricity he imagined coming from the girl’s body dissipated.

‘Come on, Adam, leave us alone,’ the girl said to one of the men.

‘You rubbin’ up one o’ mine, bruv, and I don’t know yuz.’

Jordan sobered up. He felt something against his back and suspected it was a blade. He thought of his mother.

‘I’m not carrying a shank, bruv. I’m staying in the tower with cousins. I came with them.’ He pointed to the group of youngsters. One of them noticed and came over.

‘He’s sick, man,’ he said. ‘Nuffin’ goin’ on, swear it. He’s safe. Calm.’

Adam smiled, then glanced over Jordan’s shoulder and shook his head. The item sticking into his back was removed.

‘Enjoy fuckin’ her, man, she’s hot.’

The girl took his hand and led him away. Jordan could feel that he was shaking. And he was no longer aroused. He wanted to stay and get to know Adam. He wanted to study his body and work out where to stick a blade so that it would fucking hurt. She led him to a mattress in the corner of the next room and fell onto it, pulling him on top of her. She was high or drunk, or both, and Jordan looked at her differently now. He held back, but she took his hand and kissed him. The music came back to him, and without thinking any more, his body responded to her. She took her top off and he stared at her. She was beautiful. Anyone else in the room was forgotten. Within seconds, she was fully naked and he was inside her.