Back Little Doubt
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

At one corner, though, two coppers stopped them and asked if they knew anything about certain characters who’d been brought to their attention. They had pictures of faces, and showed them to the small group. All the youngsters with Jordan denied any knowledge of them. Jordan memorised their names: Tyrone Fenton, Jason Cotton and Adam Cotton. He’d heard about the Cotton brothers before, but now he feared they might be involved. This was as serious as it got. He’d expected to be dealing with some small-town drug addicts, not the people in charge.

‘Where you off to?’ the officers asked them.

‘Home.’

‘Where’s that, lads?’

‘Up there.’

They made their way up a stairwell, and Jordan noticed the name of the block: Wordsworth Towers. They approached a door and knocked, being let in after recognition and a quick conversation. The interior was as black as oil, and they were led through a series of further doorways, finally going upstairs to a large room with dozens of people crammed into it. The music was pretty loud and aggressive. Jordan glanced around with a slightly clearer head: he hadn’t taken any substances for a good twenty minutes, and hadn’t been inhaling the ganja properly. There was a moving mass of bodies in front of him, and as his eyes adjusted, he saw that groups were dancing, writhing, singing, smoking and moving together, generally celebrating the freedom from reality that came with a drug-addled brain. Through the smoke and dark he could make out figures in dark corners performing sex acts, seemingly unfazed by the backdrop to their activities. It was illicit, like nothing he’d ever witnessed for real, and it excited him.

The throbbing air simultaneously pressurised and relieved the fluid in his head, and worked to mesmerise him into a rhythm of beating and pulsating. He found himself falling deeper and deeper into the feeling of the moment. His body began to move and he danced against three girls next to him. He caught the eye of one of them and she made it clear that she wanted him. Her hand felt around his back and he sank his head towards hers. She kissed him openly and fully and he felt a thrill race up his body. He closed his eyes and she pressed against him. They moved together as one.

The deep, guttural bass pervaded every other sound as it dropped like a stone, rhythmic and repetitive. The words came in between each steady boom. Electric vibration lingered inside the eardrums, shaking the floor and making people move as one. Boys flicked their hands in synchronicity as a flow of words streamed from their mouths. Most of them knew the words verbatim. Jordan was familiar with the artist playing and could rap along like the others, making him appear more authentic. The words came like bullets and the melody was in the delivery not the music. Everyone mumbled along.