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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

Patrick was using his soft voice, the one he used with the babies. “I know, darling, I know. She seems real to you. But she’s not. Remember what the doctor said? It’s because of the tiredness, that your mind forms shapes from the shadows, making them seem real. There was no one there.”

“No one there?”

He shook his head. “I looked in the bushes, then I went to the top of the road and down to the corner in both directions. I’ve only gone and cut myself. Are there any bandages?”

“I don’t understand, Patrick. Where did she go?”

Patrick huffed and sighed. His patience was draining away. He prodded tentatively at his cut foot. “There was no sign of anyone, darling.”

“But I saw her. She was standing there, staring at me.”

“I know you think you did, Lauren. But perhaps you were just … could it have been a shadow, perhaps?”

She could still see the texture of the woman’s skin, the dirty hair. The slow smile, and the way the sun through the branches laid a dark pattern on her face. Definitely not a shadow.

“Look at this cut. Do you think I need to go to hospital?” said Patrick.

The wound on his foot had two lips, a slashed red mouth. He eased it open and dark blood oozed out thickly, speckled with black pavement grit.

If he wasn’t chasing the woman, if he couldn’t find her, then maybe she was still there, hiding nearby. Lauren crept closer to the door and peered around him, searched the place where, only a minute or two ago, the woman had stood, crouched, stood again. Nothing.

“Is it tetanus, for this sort of thing? Have I had a booster? I can’t remember.”

Patrick gripped the doorframe and hopped into the room, struggled over to the couch. He took several tissues from the box and wadded them up, winced as he pressed them to the wound.

“Hey,” he said to Lauren, “come here,” but she didn’t move. She stood in the open doorway, searching the greenery opposite.

“I must have imagined … I suppose I can’t have really seen her …” What did it mean? What was wrong with her? How could her brain conjure something that seemed so real, something laden with so much horrifying detail, and yet there be nothing there at all?