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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

After a few more shaky steps, Pauline stopped. She wiped the back of her hand across her brow. “I need to sit down,” she said, and collapsed at the foot of a tree. Lauren managed to shove her behind the trunk as she went down, so that once she was on the ground the parts that stuck out were partially obscured by some flowers. But Lauren knew that she couldn’t hesitate; it wouldn’t take long for someone on the staff to see that she was out here alone.

She walked quickly towards the gate without looking back, pushing the babies in front of her. Halfway there she slowed, not sure how to proceed: the gate was shut, and wouldn’t be opened unless and until a car tried to get in from the other side.

Frantic, she scanned the wall and the high chain-link fence, knowing it was impossible to climb, even without two babies to carry. But the shrubs on either side of the shut gate held a possible answer. She picked up the pace again, praying she wouldn’t be seen in the moments before she was able to conceal herself and the stroller against the wall. She had to be quick; there was only a small window of opportunity.

In the pushchair, Selver and Bishop were gleeful. They wanted her to succeed, too. The three of them had a common purpose, and this knowledge caused the revulsion she felt for the pair to lessen slightly. The imposters had almost as much to lose as she did: if she was caught, they’d never get back to their home, to their strange river-mother. Lauren, this psychiatric patient whom the authorities thought mad enough to incarcerate indefinitely, was the only person in the world who could help them. If she was caught, she wouldn’t be treated in a mental hospital, either, she’d more likely be sent to prison. But, much worse than that: if anyone stopped her, she might never see her real babies again.

She reached the bushes and found a place to hide, gathering the babies in her arms and pushing the stroller further under the branches; she needed to be able to run without being held back by that unwieldy trolley. Holding them was a grim necessity that none of them were entirely happy about. The stiff little bodies relaxed against her a little, but the movement was self-conscious. She tried not to meet their gaze.