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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

I don’t know, she thought, I can’t tell. They look exactly the same, apart from the colour of the vests. She knew now how other people had felt when looking at the twins before they were swapped. It was eerie, how alike they were.

“Green for Riley,” said Lauren, feeling her pulse quicken but keeping her voice steady, “Yellow for Morgan.”

Lauren glanced at Pauline. When she looked back at the babies their eyes were open. She gulped back a gasp and grabbed one hand with the other to stop them flying to her mouth. Both of the creatures were fully awake and concentrating on her with a steady gaze. Baby lips pressed together, miniature hands clasped.

“Hello, there, Morgan and Riley,” said Pauline in a sugary voice. “Mummy’s been missing you. Haven’t you, Mummy?”

Three pairs of eyes upon Lauren, waiting for her response. The nurse wanted her to be insane, that much was clear. It probably made her job more interesting. But those two babies, what did they want from her? The eyes were old, full of knowledge. Her boys had crystal-blue eyes, with grey at the edges, just like Patrick. But these two pairs were starting to turn green. River-weed green.

“Yes, I’ve missed you,” said Lauren, aware not only of the eyes, but of the unit’s CCTV camera mounted in the ceiling, making her self-conscious, so that she felt forced to put on a show. She could do this. She told herself, pretend you love them, Lauren, you know what that looks like. “I don’t ever want to be parted from you again. My precious boys.”

The tears that came were real. Pauline patted her shoulder. The babies watched Lauren crying for a minute, fascinated, then turned their faces towards each other. Lauren saw something pass between them before they both inhaled and started to cry too. It was the same sound she was making. They were copying her. Lauren’s throat closed, her sobs strangled. The twins continued. That same unnatural tone.

“Hungry, are we?” said Pauline, apparently not noticing that the boys were doing an exact impression of Lauren’s soft sob, her adult cry. They didn’t sound like babies at all.

Lauren tried not to stare at them as Pauline went over to the little table by the cot where the formula and the baby bottles stood. She picked up an empty bottle. “Oh, fiddlesticks,” she said, “I need boiling water. Hang on, love.”