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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

“No,” said Lauren, “no.” Her head was the only part of her that she could move and she shook it, no no no. The repetitive motion was soothing, so she kept doing it. “Why am I strapped down?” she asked. “Are you taking me to prison?” She thought of the bad thing she had done, trying to get rid of the evil babies into the river. No one seemed to understand why she’d done that, even though she kept telling them. I need to put them back in the river, where they came from, so that I can get my own boys back. She’s got them under the water, that woman. That’s where she lives, that’s where she’s taken my boys.

The policeman sat next to her. “I’m just going to explain what’s happening, Lauren. You’ve not been arrested.”

“No?”

“No, love.”

“So why have I been tied up? Let me go if I’m not under arrest.”

“It’s to protect you. We’re detaining you under Section 136 of the Mental Health Act. That means we’re taking you to a place of safety as we deem you to be a danger to yourself and others at this time.”

“Oh, no,” she said, “you really don’t understand. I wasn’t harming them. They live there, don’t you see? They came from there, I was just taking them back. They don’t belong here, and my boys don’t belong down there.” Her voice cracked and broke as she thought of her lost little boys, under the water, needing her but not being able to find her. “You’ll see,” she begged in a whisper, “just let me out. I know what I have to do.”

The police officer said, “The detention lasts for seventy-two hours, during which time you’ll be assessed by a doctor who will decide if you need to be detained under Section 2, which lasts for a little while longer.”

Three days. How long until Morgan and Riley forgot about her altogether? She needed to find them right now.

“They won’t drown, not those two in the stroller. They can swim. I’ve seen them before, in their normal bodies—they look like eels, not like babies at all. I saw them in the hospital, in the basket she had. But Morgan and Riley, they’ve never even been to a pool, they’re too little. They won’t know what to do. Something’s gone wrong, don’t you see? I need to put it right. Just please, let me go, please.”

“You’re a lucky lady, actually. Usually we’d have to take you to the station temporarily but we’ve called the Hope Park unit and they have a spare bed, so we’re taking you straight there. You’ll be nice and comfy. Not like in the cells.” The man gave a small chuckle.