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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

Thunder, lightning, rain smashing down. A crowd of eyes behind her, looking past her, widened, the thrill of the storm. Then she hears Jo Harper’s voice, and sees a scream of lime-green, fluorescent under the trees. The stroller. Harper has the stroller, she’s running towards her with it and Lauren sets off sprinting. Jo is shouting, but the storm is louder, and Lauren’s steel-toed walking boots on the path crack out an urgent staccato that drowns out her own words, “Are they there? Do you have them?” until they meet on the bridge, Patrick too, and they are there, her babies, they’re alive and she reaches inside the top car seat and unclips one baby and Patrick unclips the other and holds him but she wants them both so she pulls Patrick close with the two babies between them and the rain is pounding down upon them and they’re all drenched but the babies, the babies are alive and they’re here in her arms, her precious boys. Lauren is saying their names, over and over, “Riley, Morgan, are you OK? Did she hurt you?”

Then Lauren straightens up and looks at Harper, who is watching her in a strange way, and she looks at Patrick, who is crying and shaking, then turning his face up to the sky in anger as if someone up there were responsible, his white shirt translucent on his skin, tie hanging wet and limp so that suddenly he is vulnerable, pitiable, the sight of him tearing at her. She kisses him then, the smell and the taste of him tugging at something low in her belly, a memory of a time, the base chemistry that all this came out of.

“Thank God,” Patrick said, and though he kept glowering at the sky as if he really meant, fuck you God, when he spoke to the babies his voice was tender. “We thought we’d lost you, little buddies. Where did you get to?”

Lauren and Patrick turned towards Harper, the question in the air and in their faces.

“They were with a woman,” said Harper, “in the river. Don’t worry, we got her, she’s in custody.”

“Who was it?” The question roared out of him, and he stepped towards the police officer, the baby in his arms protected, but his hands curled into fists. Lauren shifted the baby she held so she could put a hand on Patrick’s shoulder, feeling the taut sinew and coiled muscle beneath the thin cotton. It’s not Harper you want, Patrick. Save it for the woman, the child thief, the witch.

“I don’t have that information yet. She didn’t identify herself. She’s being taken to the station as we speak; we’ll know very soon.”