Chapters (103)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Dedication
- In Which Introductions Are Made
- We Find a Body
- Ethan
- Something's Missing
- Did She, or Didn't She?
- There Are Cracks in Every Marriage
- Beauty and the Beast
- Discoveries Are Made
- A Twist of the Knife
- And Then They Were Three
- The Friends Come A-Calling
- Burn All the Lawyers
- The Tangled Webs We Weave
- Sids, or Not to Sids
- The Strange Case of the Missing Wife
- The Police Arrive
- Glory Days
- Tell Me Your Secrets
- What's Really Going on Here?
- The Investigation Begins
- Read All About It
- The First Break
- In Which We Receive a Clue
- Voices, I Hear Voices
- Another Dawn Is Dawning
- Life As We Know It Has Ended
- Francophiles in Franklin
- Stop the Madness
- She Who Knew Her Best
- An Unexpected Surprise
- A Video Is Worth a Thousand Words
- Good Timing, Officer
- A Trail Emerges
- I Hear You're Missing a Wife
- A Corrosive Beast
- Let's Go For a Drive
- Take a Walk on the Wilde Side
- The Ties That Bind
- Blackmail, or How Does Your Garden Grow?
- When All You Know Is False
- A Change of Heart
- I'm Coming Home, I'm Coming Home
- The Man Is Lying Through His Teeth
- A Cry, But Not For Help
- The Green Grass Across the Way
- A Challenge Is Given
- The News, The Damning News
- Not Everything Is As It Seems
- Live From a Crime Scene
- And Never the Twin Shall Meet
- Now the World Knows
- Now, Isn't That Odd?
- Sutton
- Memento Mori
- Elle est Arrivée
- Wife, Interrupted
- A Bit of Backstory
- The Ghost of Papa
- We Meet a Friend
- And So It Begins
- Hello, My Name Is...
- A Baby Is Born
- Café au Lait in Bed
- An Affair to Remember
- Past Lives Revealed
- Murder, She Wrote
- Those Sacred Hearts
- An Appointment Missed, A Disaster Avoided
- Secrets and Monsters
- American Woman
- The Headlines Are Grabbing
- Rise and Shine
- When Things Go Sideways
- An Arrest Is Made
- Sometimes, You Get Exactly What You Want
- Everyone
- Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire
- Ain't No Rest for the Wicked
- Admit It
- Once a Juvie, Always a Juvie
- Haze on the Seine
- Through a Glass, Darkly
- Poison Ivy
- About...Face
- Lean on Me
- The Trinity
- Leavin', on a Jet Plane
- Shine a Bright Light in the Corners
- Home Is Where They Have to Take You In
- Truth Will Out
- You Should Have Known
- Admissions of Guilt
- Be Shriven
- The Reckoning
- Death, and Rebirth
- Just When You Think It's Over
- Author Note
- Acknowledgments
- Excerpt from Field of Graves by J.T. Ellison
More silence. Then she took a step toward him, her face aflame. “What? What did you just say?”
He held up his wineglass, smiling. “I knew you needed a little nudge toward getting pregnant. I knew you had doubts. I figured if it happened, great. And it did. Look what we made.” He gestured toward the baby. Dashiell was parked in his seat on the dining room table in his carrier, deeply asleep, a small mobile of butterflies hanging above him, barely disturbed by his breath. “He’s perfect!”
Sutton’s face went blank with shock.
“I wanted a child so badly, and I knew you did, as well. Deep down, you did. And it’s been so good for us. He’s been so good for us. Our marriage has never been stronger. You love him so much, and so do I. He’s made everything right between us.”
He was babbling now. She’d turned inward, wasn’t present anymore, not in this room, though her body was standing next to the stove, methodically stirring the contents of the wok.
He’d seen it happen when she was thinking hard about a book idea, assumed his face did the same thing when he came up with a line and turned it over and over in his brain. He stepped closer to force her mind back to him, to the present. To the truth.
“Darling, forgive me. I promised myself I’d never mention it, but clearly, that wasn’t the right thing to do. You have a right to know what I did. It was wrong. So wrong. But look at our son.”
The words were low, broken. “You bastard.”
“Please, please forgive me, Sutton. Because I want us to try again. I want to have another child.”
He tried to take her in his arms again, but she turned and fled, splashing him with vegetables and hot oil as she rushed away, into the garage. She slapped the button as she went out, and the door began to rise. The house door slammed, her car turned over. She peeled out of the garage and was gone before he’d made it to the door.
She didn’t come back for several hours. When she did, she was drunk.
And the next day, Dashiell was dead.
A Video Is Worth a Thousand Words
A VIDEO IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS
Before she went to Jones’s place, Holly checked her email in the car, looking for the missing persons report Sergeant Moreno had promised. It was there, black and white: no signs of bank account use, Montclair’s passport and license unflagged at any port of call, email untouched, social media dark. Sutton Montclair had simply disappeared.
The lack of activity wasn’t good news. All they had to go on now were witness statements, which were already contradictory, and the internet, which was a cesspool of possibilities.