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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Dedication
  5. In Which Introductions Are Made
  6. We Find a Body
  7. Ethan
  8. Something's Missing
  9. Did She, or Didn't She?
  10. There Are Cracks in Every Marriage
  11. Beauty and the Beast
  12. Discoveries Are Made
  13. A Twist of the Knife
  14. And Then They Were Three
  15. The Friends Come A-Calling
  16. Burn All the Lawyers
  17. The Tangled Webs We Weave
  18. Sids, or Not to Sids
  19. The Strange Case of the Missing Wife
  20. The Police Arrive
  21. Glory Days
  22. Tell Me Your Secrets
  23. What's Really Going on Here?
  24. The Investigation Begins
  25. Read All About It
  26. The First Break
  27. In Which We Receive a Clue
  28. Voices, I Hear Voices
  29. Another Dawn Is Dawning
  30. Life As We Know It Has Ended
  31. Francophiles in Franklin
  32. Stop the Madness
  33. She Who Knew Her Best
  34. An Unexpected Surprise
  35. A Video Is Worth a Thousand Words
  36. Good Timing, Officer
  37. A Trail Emerges
  38. I Hear You're Missing a Wife
  39. A Corrosive Beast
  40. Let's Go For a Drive
  41. Take a Walk on the Wilde Side
  42. The Ties That Bind
  43. Blackmail, or How Does Your Garden Grow?
  44. When All You Know Is False
  45. A Change of Heart
  46. I'm Coming Home, I'm Coming Home
  47. The Man Is Lying Through His Teeth
  48. A Cry, But Not For Help
  49. The Green Grass Across the Way
  50. A Challenge Is Given
  51. The News, The Damning News
  52. Not Everything Is As It Seems
  53. Live From a Crime Scene
  54. And Never the Twin Shall Meet
  55. Now the World Knows
  56. Now, Isn't That Odd?
  57. Sutton
  58. Memento Mori
  59. Elle est Arrivée
  60. Wife, Interrupted
  61. A Bit of Backstory
  62. The Ghost of Papa
  63. We Meet a Friend
  64. And So It Begins
  65. Hello, My Name Is...
  66. A Baby Is Born
  67. Café au Lait in Bed
  68. An Affair to Remember
  69. Past Lives Revealed
  70. Murder, She Wrote
  71. Those Sacred Hearts
  72. An Appointment Missed, A Disaster Avoided
  73. Secrets and Monsters
  74. American Woman
  75. The Headlines Are Grabbing
  76. Rise and Shine
  77. When Things Go Sideways
  78. An Arrest Is Made
  79. Sometimes, You Get Exactly What You Want
  80. Everyone
  81. Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire
  82. Ain't No Rest for the Wicked
  83. Admit It
  84. Once a Juvie, Always a Juvie
  85. Haze on the Seine
  86. Through a Glass, Darkly
  87. Poison Ivy
  88. About...Face
  89. Lean on Me
  90. The Trinity
  91. Leavin', on a Jet Plane
  92. Shine a Bright Light in the Corners
  93. Home Is Where They Have to Take You In
  94. Truth Will Out
  95. You Should Have Known
  96. Admissions of Guilt
  97. Be Shriven
  98. The Reckoning
  99. Death, and Rebirth
  100. Just When You Think It's Over
  101. Author Note
  102. Acknowledgments
  103. Excerpt from Field of Graves by J.T. Ellison

With Just Jan on board, things returned to a more normal routine. The sex got better, and more frequent. They took a few trips, all together: Just Jan down at the pool with Dashiell under an umbrella, covered head to toe in light layers and a tiny floppy hat; Sutton and Ethan on the balcony, eating grapes and drinking champagne. It almost felt familiar. It almost felt right.

So right, Ethan started a new book. He started many new books, and generally grew tetchy and bored after a few weeks. This time, though, he’d stuck to it, and there were pages, actual pages, on the floor of his office, waiting patiently in their manuscript box for their brethren to arrive.

Ethan was a madman when he wrote, comically Einstein-esque in his eccentricity. He worked for hours, paying no attention to the normal order of things; sunrises and sunsets and bedtimes of others were irrelevant. His hair stood on end; he forgot to shower. He needed odd foods at odd hours. Eggplant parmesan at ten in the morning. Pecan-maple pancakes and crispy bacon at four in the afternoon. Always from scratch and with high-end organics, nothing premade, store-bought, or delivery would do.

Sutton cooked whatever he wanted, because that’s what good wives did. She cooked and cleaned and mothered him, and sometimes she even had time to mother her child, as well.

She began to wonder if she was in an abusive relationship. What would she say to a therapist? He pays for everything, hired me a perfectly wonderful nanny. But now he won’t let me do my work, and he makes me cook for him. All the time.

She couldn’t tell the truth, obviously. That would never do.

She decided, pound for pound, her life was simply comical. Her career could wait. Once he finished the book, she’d be able to return to her schedule. What was a few months, after all? She did so love to cook.

And then he’d gotten stuck. Ethan always got stuck. But this time, it was deeper into the meat of the novel, the important part, where the main character reveals himself to the reader for the very first time, and is judged. A seminal moment. In her brand of novels, it was called a plot point, but in his, it was seminal. Even their language had to be separate, different, his more important, always, always.

As sudden as an unexpected storm and an ear-shattering clap of thunder, his flow ended. No more fingers clattering on the keyboard at all hours, no more random food requests. He slunk around the house, hollow-eyed and pale-cheeked, pulling books off the shelves in the library, leaving them scattered on the chairs by the window that overlooked the front porch.

She offered to help. She’d helped him before. Tell me what the issue is. Let me see if I can come up with something.