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Chapters (16)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Se pa tout blesi ki geri
  4. Sa ki bon avèk yon kè, sè ke li pa pote jijman
  5. Se lè yon sous seche, moun konn valè dlo
  6. Di m’ sa ou renmen, epi m’ava di ou ki moun ou ye
  7. Vrè lanmou pa konn danje
  8. Manman Poul grate, grate jouk li jwenn zo grann li
  9. Acknowledgments
  10. Readers Guide
  11. Beyond the Talented TenthAn Essay by Kaitlyn Greenidge
  12. Black Motherhood as Literary CreationAn Interview with Kaitlyn Greenidgeby Liz Button
  13. Questions for Discussion
  14. Also by Kaitlyn Greenidge
  15. About the Author
  16. Praise for Libertie

I glanced over at Ti Me, who had stopped listening to the bishop altogether. Her face was turned toward the street. The expression on it was one of such open longing I felt a rush of pity. It did not seem fair that Ti Me should also be punished by my husband’s sense of propriety.

I tapped her on the shoulder, and she startled.

I smiled, though, and whispered, “Ou vle ale la?”

She looked at me for a moment, as if deciding something.

I pointed out the doors, where a woman, her face streaked with white powder, her skirts hiked to her hips, was running past, a little boy laughing, trying to keep up with her.

Ti Me nodded, once. I took her hand and walked the two of us out of the church.

As the doors swung shut behind us, I heard the men and women inside begin to rustle, the priest call for us to return, and the whoosh of Bishop Chase’s robes as he stood up from his seat.

I had finally done something to provoke a reaction from him, and I could not stop smiling as Ti Me and I ran through the streets in the sun.

“Ki kote li ye?” I panted. Where is it?

“Simityè a,” she said. The cemetery. And then she squeezed my hand.

The graveyard in Jacmel was a little bit above the city, in the hills, so that the dead had a view of the ocean and the living in the town below them. In those days, it was not as big as it would become, but it was still an impressive place. The graves there were aboveground stone mausoleums. Some had columns and porticos; others were nothing more than solemn boxes with tops to shift off when the dead were buried. It was not like our graveyard back home, with its little pebbles, that I cut the grass from. Who is cleaning father’s grave now that I’m gone? I wondered as we ran.

I thought of my mother, now left to tend two graves alone for the rest of her days, and felt a flush of shame, again—at my hasty marriage, at my foolishness. But I did not have time to feel sorry for myself, because as we drew closer, we were swept up by the crush of people at the cemetery gate, jostling one another, pressing close, hoping to get in and join their friends.