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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

“The gel pack,” Rachel said. She took it from his skull, unwrapped it, and fingered the soft incandescent-blue gel trapped under the plastic. Then she put it and the dish towel behind her on the end table and returned her body to his. Archie’s forehead was numb and damp. Rachel ran her hand over his chest. He wanted her hand to go lower.

“I know you’re taking your kids trick-or-treating tomorrow,” Rachel said, “but Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday, and I’ve been planning a special costume that I think you’ll enjoy.” She gave him a hopeful look. “Maybe we can get together after?”

“We won’t trick-or-treat much past dark,” Archie said. But he was careful not to commit to anything specific. He knew better than that. In his line of work, things came up.

Rachel nuzzled against his shoulder. “You look nice,” she said.

Archie looked down at his clothes reflexively. Rachel’s cheek was pressed against Jack Reynolds’s cashmere sweater. It seemed too complicated to explain. “Thanks,” Archie said.

Rachel raised her head and lifted her chin toward the bedroom. “Do you want to stay?” she asked.

“Yes,” Archie said immediately. He wanted to stay very badly. But he couldn’t. “But I need to sleep,” he said.

“Good,” Rachel said with a grin.

She climbed off his lap and stood, and Archie felt a strong, naked urge to pull her back to him.

“I have to go to class,” she explained. She looked him up and down, a tiny line of concern between her eyebrows. Then she extended a hand for him to take. “I’ll walk you upstairs first.”

“Do I really look that bad?” Archie asked.

She turned her hand palm up and beckoned him. “Take my hand,” she instructed.

Archie took hold of her hand and let her pull him up into a standing position. They held hands—almost like boyfriend and girlfriend—as she retrieved her shoulder bag of books, and then all the way out her door, to the elevator, and down his hall. As they neared his apartment door, Archie saw her sneak a peek at her phone, and realized that she was checking the time. He didn’t want her to be late for class.

“I can take it from here,” Archie told her.

She looked worriedly at his head wound. “You sure?”

“I just have to make it to the couch,” Archie said.

She kissed him gently on the mouth and looked at him for a long moment, like she was seeing him for the first or last time. “Sweet dreams,” she said. Then she turned and headed for the elevator. He watched her go. He liked watching her from behind, the way her ponytail swung as she walked, the way her hips moved.

He wondered how much a cashmere sweater was, and whether Jack would miss his if Archie kept it.

“Give me a hint,” Archie called after her. “About the costume.”