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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

As soon as it lets go, Archie pivots and lunges away. He manages to cover twenty feet in three steps before he loses his balance and falls. It takes him what feels like minutes to hit the ground. Even then he doesn’t get his hands out in time. He expects to hit vegetation, soft ground. So he’s surprised when his head smacks hard against something on the way down. He sees stars, but somehow manages to end up on his hands and knees in the dirt. He’s lost his mask. He’s no longer bathed in pink light, so he grapples with a hand for what he’s hit, both to figure out what it is and to hold on to something. The information comes to him in fragments. A dog-sized figure. Cast in concrete. Batlike wings. Tucked among the plants like a garden gnome. Archie can just make out its silhouette through the thickening haze: a gargoyle—hunched and waiting for meat.

Archie feels blood dripping down the side of his face. He clings to the wing of the statue, trying to stay upright, but the garden is rotating around him, the inertia pulling him away. He loses hold and sinks backward into the foliage.

He knows the symptoms of a concussion.

But the ringing in his ears is making it hard to think. He can feel his consciousness fading.

Susan. He has to remember. He says her name again and again as the blackness takes him, until her name stops making sense, until he can’t remember anymore where he was going or why.

The sky above him is like velvet.

Where was he going?

He can feel the plants under and around him, soft leaves and earth under his fingers. His eyes are closed. But he can still see an image. It’s like a photograph on the inside of his eyelids: the gargoyle lamps on either side of the stairs leading down to the boathouse. He can smell the lake.

That’s where he was going.

The boathouse.

He has to get down the stairs to the boathouse.

He doesn’t remember why.

Chapter 45

CHAPTER

45

Susan’s ear hurt. It had taken fourteen stitches to close the skin over the cartilage where Karim had sliced her with the knife. Now she’d never be an earring model. They hadn’t spared on bandages—the entire side of her head was enveloped in gauze and tape. Her left arm was in a sling. She looked like she’d just gotten back from World War I.

Susan ran a finger along the edge of the bandage on her head. The tape itched and she couldn’t really hear out of that ear.

Her mother said something.

“What?” Susan asked, turning to peer at Bliss, who sat in a hospital armchair, knitting with neon-pink yarn.

“Don’t pick at it,” Bliss said.