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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

There was a noise at the top of the stairs and Susan found herself hurrying to Cooper’s side. As she stepped beside him, two male shapes appeared side-by-side at the top of the stairs she had descended minutes before. The men were both in tuxedos, their faces shadowed and masked, but Susan knew Leo right away. She wanted to run to him, but she felt Cooper’s hand tighten around her shoulder. Leo didn’t see her, or at least didn’t recognize her. Susan could tell by the way his attention was fixed on the other man. The second man was older, the same height as Leo, but a bit thicker, and accompanied by the orange glow of a lit cigar. Jack Reynolds, Leo’s father. Susan could smell the cigar from ten feet away.

Jack had his hand on the back of Leo’s neck as they walked. With another father and son, it might be an intimate paternal gesture, but Susan could tell by Leo’s stiff gait that there was nothing paternal about this. Jack wasn’t so much guiding Leo as he was steering him.

Leo stopped on the stairs and Susan saw his posture harden. He’d seen her. She lifted her mask and waved it meekly at him. She couldn’t make out his face—it was too dark up there. Jack laughed and slapped Leo on the back and then left him and jogged down the last few stairs and over to where Cooper and Susan were standing in the lamplight.

“There’s our surprise guest,” Jack said cheerily to Susan. He put his hands on her shoulders and kissed her on both cheeks. He stank of cigars and liquor. She could feel the heat of the cigar in his hand against her arm. “A vision of loveliness,” Jack said. “I knew Star could put something together for you. She wants to be a stylist. Such a waste. She fucks like a jackrabbit. We’ve all wet our dicks in her. Hey, Leo,” he called back toward the stairs, “did you ever think you’d share a fuck with Archie Sheridan?”

She flinched when he said it. Jack must have seen it, because he smiled. He looked like one of the gargoyles. Susan had seen Gretchen Lowell smile like that, too. It was the pleasure that came from causing people pain.

“What is she doing here, Jack?” Leo asked from the stairs. His voice was firm but strained, and it made Susan feel even worse for coming, because Leo so clearly had no idea she would be here.

Jack stepped beside Susan and put his arm around her and gave her a squeeze. “The social event of the season, and you don’t invite your girlfriend?” he called up to Leo. “You’ve been banging this one since what, January? And you’ve yet to bring her out to the house. I was starting to think you were embarrassed by me.”