Chapters (54)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Chelsea Cain
- About the Author
Susan’s mother didn’t allow her to smoke in the house. Marijuana was fine. Bliss kept her bong right out in the open on the coffee table like a decorative sculpture. Incense? No problem. Bliss bought it by the case, filling the whole house with a thick cherry-flavored smog. But when Susan wanted to smoke a cigarette, she had to do it on the porch.
Susan got it. Weed was natural; cigarettes were cancer. Incense smelled nice; cigarettes didn’t. Plus, it was Bliss’s house, so she got to make the rules. Susan may have grown up in the dilapidated Victorian, but it wasn’t like her name was on the mortgage. She had moved back in with her mother while she was saving up to buy a place, then she had lost her job at the Herald. The freelancing gigs were too unpredictable to sign any kind of lease. And her credit report wasn’t exactly star renter material.
So here she was. Getting cancer on her mother’s porch. Bliss was at work, dyeing someone’s Mohawk pink or something. Only in Portland, Oregon, did punk rockers go in for a root touch-up and a blow-out. Bliss was the go-to stylist for the rage-against-the-machine set. It made for interesting hours.
Susan tapped her cigarette ash into the jack-o’-lantern on the top porch step. The jack-o’-lantern had squinty eyes and a round, surprised mouth. Susan’s jack-o’-lanterns never turned out as spooky as she intended. She pulled the hood of her sweatshirt up and checked her phone to see if Leo had texted her back yet. He hadn’t.
She heard the car pull in front of the house and looked up. It was black and sleek and official-looking, like one of those town cars rich people hire to take them to the airport instead of just getting a cab like everyone else.
The car sat there for a minute. The windows were tinted and Susan couldn’t see inside. She stared at it anyway. Maybe Johnny Depp was inside.
Finally, the driver’s-side door opened and a huge man climbed out and started up the walk toward Susan. He was carrying a bouquet of pink roses, and was very definitely not Johnny Depp.
Susan continued to stare. He led with his chest when he walked, and moved at a quick, confident clip, his huge arms at his side. His long dark gray hair flapped at the shoulders of his dark leather jacket.
She recognized him. She didn’t know him. She had never been introduced to him. But she had seen him around. He was one of several men who always seemed at the periphery when she went out with Leo. He’d be at a nearby table, or at a club. Occasionally he’d appear and say something in Leo’s ear and the two of them would vanish for a while.