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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

The rabbit nurse left noiselessly, leaving the lights on their muted setting. Archie used the remote on the side of his bed to adjust the mattress angle slightly so he could see Susan a little better. She was wearing clothes he’d never seen her in before—strange pants and a shirt that looked like something someone would bring back from an island vacation. The low light was just enough to illuminate the features of her face, serene with sleep, blemished only by the stark white bandage that covered her ear. Her knees were curled to her chest. Her head was resting on one hand like a child, and her other arm, the one in the sling, was draped across her belly. He could see her breathing, the slight rise and fall of her body against the baby-blue fabric of the couch. He watched her for a long time. Sometimes her bare feet would twitch or she would go to move her bad arm in her sleep and then her face would tense and her arm would settle back against her side.

Archie liked having her here.

He could have watched her all night.

He didn’t even see her open her eyes. He was just watching her and after a while he became aware that she was watching him, too. Her breathing hadn’t changed, her body was still, but her green eyes were wide and alert. Then she sat up and yawned.

“I guess I fell asleep,” she said.

“I guess so,” Archie said.

“What time is it?” Susan asked, looking around.

“Late,” Archie said. “How are you?”

Susan put a hand on her shoulder. “My shoulder’s okay. They said I might have had permanent damage if she hadn’t fixed it when she did.”

“She?” Archie asked. Then the implication hit him. “You mean Gretchen?”

“Yeah,” Susan said, flustered. “Sorry. I forgot you were unconscious. She fixed it before she left.”

Archie felt a prickling sensation creep up his arms. “Did she say anything?” he asked.

Susan rubbed her eyes with her good hand. “I’ve been through all this with Sanchez and the others,” she said. She laid her head on the back of the couch, and her face fell into shadow. “She said it had been fun. And that help would be there soon. And that I should keep you warm. Then she left.”

“Claire said by keeping me warm you saved my life.”

Susan shrugged. “I just did what Gretchen told me.” She paused. “Do you remember much?” she asked tentatively.

“Not really,” Archie said. He tried to review the fragments of memory he had gathered, to put them in order. “I remember firing the gun, and then it all goes black.”

Susan exhaled and he thought he saw relief in her body language.

“I can’t see your face,” Archie said.

Susan lifted her head. “What?”

“I want to see you,” Archie said. “Come closer.”