Back Let Me Go
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

The cold black water of the lake lapped gently at the muddy shore. The dead leaves that lined the bank were soft and fetid, and smelled of rot.

“Where are we going?” Archie asked.

“The one place the police know I’m not,” Gretchen said.

Archie gazed back up at the island. It was a hundred yards away, and he had a feeling they weren’t going to take the bridge. “Are we going to swim?” he asked.

She turned to him. The white of her nurse’s uniform seemed to glow faintly in the dark, making her look almost ghostly. She swung the penlight back into the woods and he followed her between the rough trunks until they came to a sort of clearing. Far above them, there was a shred of dark blue where the treetops didn’t entirely cloak the sky. Gretchen aimed the light near the toes of her white pumps.

“Here,” she said. “Clear it.”

Archie looked at the ground she was indicating with the penlight. He could see in the light that the bed of cedar needles had been disturbed. The older, darker needles were mixed in with the lighter, dryer ones. He dropped to his knees and started sweeping the pungent needles aside with his hands, piling them to one side. A few inches below the surface, his palms touched wood. Archie used the forearm of his corduroy blazer to brush the rest of the needles aside, and then he sat back on his heels. The wooden slab that he had revealed was three feet by four feet. The air smelled thickly of cedar. Splinters stung his hands.

“There are two tunnels in,” Gretchen said. “Jack Reynolds’s island? Look on a map, darling. It’s called Runner Island. The old man who built the house in the twenties was a bootlegger. Jack’s interest in the island went beyond an enthusiasm for Tudor architecture. The other tunnel is newer, reinforced, well lit. I assume it’s the one they use for their business. This one is a bit dodgy. I had to pry the door open from the inside. You’re not afraid of spiders, are you?”

Archie looked behind them, through the trees, toward the dark water. “It goes under the lake?” he asked. It had been ten months since he’d pulled Susan’s lifeless body from the floodwaters, but the dark water still gripped at something in his chest.

“You’re not going to drown, darling,” Gretchen said gently.

He believed her. She would not let him drown. He believed her because she had said it, and because he had long ago come to terms with the fact that when he did die, it would be on Gretchen Lowell’s terms. “So how is it going to happen?” he asked her.

She paused. The small circle of light thrown by the penlight in her hand remained at her feet, unmoving. “I haven’t decided yet.”