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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

The hammer striking another nail brought her mind back to the moment.

She scrambled to her feet and dived again into the darkness, getting to a crumbling concrete wall, feeling for another door, a light switch, anything—finding nothing, and then turning back and zigzagging in a new direction.

Her foot kicked something. It clattered on its side and rolled away on the floor and she fell to her knees and clamored after the sound. Her fingers connected with an object and she pulled it onto her lap. Plastic. The right size. She traced the hourglass shape with her hands, and moved a fingertip along the handle on top. Shaking with excitement, she moved her attention to the lantern’s base, fumbling around until her fingers located the nickel-sized button. Then she pressed it.

She squinted as the white LED bulb flickered to life. Her eyes watered. She cradled the lantern protectively in her arms, like it was a child. She knew this lantern. The sense of familiarity gave her comfort. It was a Coleman camp lantern, and it was green. Not just any green. It was the color green of sleeping bags and the Green Bay Packers and the Coleman cooler her dad had had when she was a kid. Bliss had bought a Coleman camp lantern at a yard sale to match it. They had given that lantern to her father for his birthday.

The hammering had stopped.

Susan didn’t move.

If she listened hard, she could hear the faint sound of some sort of fan and the distant thrum of water moving through pipes, though that might have just been the blood rushing through her head.

She was underground. She knew that much. She was someplace where no one would ever find her.

There was a mattress. Maybe there was water, too. Maybe Gretchen had left her a hot plate and a selection of Hungry Man soups. Susan lifted the Coleman by the handle to look around, but before she could even stand up, something made her stop. She pulled the lantern closer, to examine it. It could have been anything. It was dirty in there. She was dirty. The lantern was bound to be dirty, too.

The LED bulb illuminated every detail of the handprint on the lantern’s clear plastic globe. The specks of dirt, the whorls of fingertips, laugh line, life line, and the blood that stained the palm and several fingers.

Susan gagged and coughed and lowered the lantern to the floor, and snapped her hand away. Then she extended both her hands, palms down, in front of her, and very slowly, held her shaking hand a few inches in front of the clearest print. They were the same size.

She turned her hands over and held them in the light, knowing, already, what she would find. They were caked with blood and dirt.