Back Let Me Go
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

“No,” Rachel said. She shook her head and sighed. “She let you think you seduced her. Women know how to do that. Believe me, she was in control the entire time. You didn’t make a move that she didn’t manipulate. Men are simple that way. No offense.”

“Bullshit,” Archie said. “I’m an adult. I was married with a family and I made the choice to betray them.” The thought of it still made him feel an almost physical pain. “I went there of my own free will. And I went back over and over again. Even when things got weird.” He shook his head bitterly. Who was he kidding? “Especially then,” he said. “I liked it. All of it.” He rubbed his eyes with his hand. “I liked it a lot. It must have been there, in me, all along, right? But it turns out I’m capable of a lot of things that I didn’t know I was capable of a few years ago.”

Someone opened the front door. Archie heard the knob turn and the faint creak as the hinges rotated. The door was just out of his line of sight, blocked by the refrigerator. But he saw Rachel’s eyes widen in terror and she began to squirm wildly on the chair. Everything slowed. He lifted his weapon and aimed it at the empty place where Gretchen would move through when she came through the door.

He heard a shuffling as Ginger worked her way out from under the coffee table, trotted to the center of the room, her nails clicking on the wood floor. But she didn’t go all the way to the door. The sound of her steps stopped suddenly somewhere in the center of the room. She didn’t bark. She just stood there.

Rachel gulped back sobs.

Archie took a step toward the door, with his weapon raised. He could feel the Oxycodone warming his blood.

He waited for Gretchen to step inside where he could see her, but she didn’t appear.

“Are you waiting for an invitation?” Archie called.

No one answered.

Sweat thickened on Archie’s upper lip.

Rachel was still squirming on the chair, making tiny gulping sounds. “Rachel?” Archie hissed. “What can you see?” Her eyes remained fixed on the doorway. He couldn’t tell if she didn’t hear him or was just too frightened to respond.

Archie couldn’t stand this anymore. He slid along the kitchen bar, the gun raised in front of him.

He saw her foot first, a white pump planted on his threshold. Then each step revealed more of her, like a curtain pulling back on a stage.

Gretchen Lowell, in his doorway.

Archie felt a rush of feeling—seeing her in person—that made his throat go dry. Or maybe it was just the pills kicking in.