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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

Susan and Archie eyed each other warily. Her hair had dried and looked curlier than usual. It made her face look softer. She reached up and scratched at a tiny pimple on her forehead. Archie put his hand out and wiped the peanut butter off Susan’s T-shirt with his finger. She gave him a half smile.

“Walk her to her car,” Archie said to Henry.

“You heard the man,” Henry said to Susan, giving her a push toward the door.

Archie watched as they all gathered.

Sanchez held back, engaged in an e-mail or text. When he finished, instead of heading for the others, he came over and squatted next to the arm of Archie’s chair. He pulled out his tin of mints and offered it to Archie. Archie shook his head. Sanchez put a mint in his mouth, closed the tin, and stowed it.

“Tell me something,” Sanchez said. “You ever step out on Debbie before?”

“No,” Archie said. “Not before Gretchen.”

“And the one time you do, it’s with a serial killer?” Sanchez said, his face glowing. “You poor fuck.”

“Yeah,” Archie said.

Sanchez was shaking his head, amazed, the white mint clenched between his teeth.

“Thanks,” Archie said. “For earlier.”

Sanchez scooted forward and the bill of his FBI cap grazed Archie’s forehead. “Leo told you I’m dirty, didn’t he?” he said.

“Let’s go,” Henry called from the door.

Archie kept his face neutral, barely daring to breathe.

Sanchez nodded, reading Archie’s reaction as affirmation. “Hm,” he said.

The others were talking by the door, immersed in their own discussion.

Sanchez’s eyebrows knitted. “We’ve known each other, what, fifteen years?” he said quietly. “You really believe for a second I’d do something like that?” Archie didn’t know what to say. Sanchez exhaled slowly. His breath was warm peppermint. “I’d tell you I’m not,” he said. Then he shrugged with a laugh. “But I guess I’d tell you that either way, right?” He laid a hand on Archie’s shoulder as he stood up. Then he turned and headed for the door to catch up with the others. Archie watched them all leave. Then the door closed, and he was alone. The smell of Sanchez’s mint hung in the air.

Archie got up and walked over to his empty kitchen. Susan had left four pieces of sandwich crust sitting out on his counter. He picked up a piece of crust and put in his mouth. The sky was dark. Dead leaves stuck to the factory windowpanes. He couldn’t figure out where those dead leaves came from—there weren’t any trees around. Flashes of red and blue light bounced off the glass as the patrol cars down below pulled away from the curb. Archie ate the rest of Susan’s crust. The bread was stale and stuck in his throat.