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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Also by Chelsea Cain
  54. About the Author

The body she was kneeling over looked bloodless by comparison. Archie had seen a lot of carnage in the Beauty Killer days. He had seen bodies that had been gutted and electrocuted and dismembered. He’d seen the remains of people who had been eaten alive by rats. He had smelled burned flesh, and putrid flesh, bleached flesh, broiled flesh, and bodies that had been skinned and baked and boiled. This girl had no smell. The frigid lake had slowed decomposition. Even dead, she looked cold. It appeared as if she’d been submerged, but had been out of the water long enough that she was no longer soaking wet. Her blue dress was damp and stained with lake muck, but the hem had dried enough that it moved in the breeze off the lake, and her wet hair had dried to the point that thin wisps of bright blond were visible. Her arms were at her sides, palms up, her fingers curled just enough that Archie could make out the silver glittery polish on her nails. Her feet were bare. Her toenail polish matched her fingernails. She seemed peaceful, her eyes closed and faintly sunken, a hint of gray where her lips closed in something close to a smile. Yet her death had been far from peaceful. Ugly red gashes cut across her neck and chest, creating open fissures of flesh. The blue slip dress she had on was a wet second skin, revealing every bony notch on her, every cleft and joint. Bodies floated with the head and arms down, backside up, and could get fairly battered, caught in boat propellers, knocked against debris. But this girl hadn’t been a floater. She was too fresh. A corpse in water took a week to bloom enough bacteria in the gut to gas up sufficiently to float, longer in frigid water like this. Besides, Archie had seen this girl just last night.

Archie looked over at Henry. “I know her,” he said.

Henry’s mouth opened.

“Who the hell are you?” Dr. L.L.Bean asked them both before Henry could speak. The ID clipped to the pocket of her plaid wood shirt said she was the Clackamas County ME and that her name was Belinda Green.

“Major Case out of Portland,” Henry said, his eyes still on Archie.

Archie said it again, his stomach tightening, emphasizing every word: “I know her.” He saw her in his mind’s eye, her hand on the bathroom door, face flushed from alcohol. Twenty-two, she’d said, though he hadn’t believed her. She looked older now. “She was at the party,” he said. “She was with a friend. They’d both been drinking. I only saw her for a few minutes. Her friend was in the bathroom, sick. This girl was standing outside. We spoke briefly. But I don’t know her name.”