Back Let It Be Me
Chapters (37)
  1. Half Title Page
  2. Books by Becky Wade
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright Page
  5. Dedication
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. CHAPTER THREE
  9. CHAPTER FOUR
  10. CHAPTER FIVE
  11. CHAPTER SIX
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  23. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  24. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  35. About the Author
  36. Back Ads
  37. Back Cover

Blimey. She’d continued to carry her old graphing calculator around in her purse. She kept the new one that Sebastian had given her on a shelf at home to use on special occasions.

Tess released a resigned sigh. “I’d best go take it away from him. Enjoy your time in Atlanta.”

Leah opened the most challenging math app she’d been able to find and worked problems until the door swung inward, admitting Sebastian. He still wore his church clothes—a beautifully tailored white shirt, gray herringbone patterned tie, navy suit pants.

“Ready?” he asked.

“I am. What’s the status of the baby who was airlifted in?”

“Stable.” In the hallway, he opened the door to the stairwell for her. “Mind if we stop in the PICU on our way out?”

“Not at all.”

She followed him into a room where a toddler boy slept. He had tawny skin and silky black hair. Dressed in Superman pajamas, he clasped a faded stuffed dog.

She watched Sebastian do what she’d seen him do before, assess the monitors and then carefully straighten the tubes running from the child.

A male nurse with a kind face and balding head slipped inside. “Good afternoon, Dr. Grant.”

“Good afternoon.” Sebastian introduced him to Leah, then asked, “Kidney function?”

“I’m still seeing a negative fluid balance.”

“Good. H and H?”

“Steady.”

Sebastian and Leah left the room.

“Can we look in on Isabella?” she asked.

“If you’d like.”

“I would.”

He led her to the room she remembered. Almost everything remained eerily unchanged. Isabella looked the same, with the ventilator sealed to her mouth. Eight weeks had gone by since Leah’s last visit, and only a few things had altered: today Isabella’s blanket was lavender, and her mom wasn’t present. Megan must have just stepped out because her Bible rested open on her chair.

“I thought sepsis might take her down,” Sebastian said. “But it didn’t.”

“Pull through,” Leah said to the baby, entreaty in her voice.

“She’s a fighter.”

“Then fight,” she said to Isabella.

Silently, she prayed over the tiny girl.

How would she have dealt with this had it been Dylan lying here with a machine breathing for him? How could she have kept it together if Dylan’s life had been the one hanging by the thinnest piece of thread, a thread that God could extend or cut?

All life hung by a thin piece of thread.

Her life included. She knew this.

It’s just that inside this room, Isabella’s thread seemed excruciatingly fragile.

Leah transferred her focus to Sebastian and found him watching her with a look both soft and somber.

“C’mon.” He extended a hand.

She took it.