Chapters (28)
A heavy silence filled the chamber. Callie could hear her own breathing, rough with gathering tears. She stared at the mahogany leg of a chair, waiting for what she knew would not come, feeling her heart break with foolish hopes, fruitless wishes. The words that he didn't say hung between them.
"Of course I have no right to question you," he said in a low voice. "I beg your pardon."
She could think of no reply. She squeezed her eyes shut as she heard him come behind her. He put his hands on her bare shoulders, a light, warm touch that was like a sweet ache all down through her body.
"I want you to be happy," he whispered. "I don't want him to hurt you again."
She shook her head wordlessly. All she could think was that he would go away, and not take her, and it hardly mattered what she did then. He put his face down in the curve of her neck.
"I know," he said softly, as if she had spoken her misery aloud. "I know." He sighed, his breath a warmth against her skin. "We have a few days."
"Three," she said in a small voice.
He ran his hands down her arms and back up again, then held her against him, his lips at her throat. "Callie, I do love you. You know that."
She shook her head again, very quickly. "Don't," she implored. "Do not suppose you have to say that. I know you're my friend, my very best friend, and—that is quite enough."
"Friend," he said with a slight, derisive laugh. "Your friend." With a fierce move he clasped her hard and kissed her, burying his face in her shoulder. "Give me these three days, Callie."
She made a whimper of assent, nodding.
"It'll be our finest adventure," he whispered. "I promise you." He lifted his head and drew a deep breath against her hair. Then he slipped the chemise up over her shoulders and pulled the dress into place. With a few authoritative tugs, he buttoned the fabric over the tight corset while Callie held in her breath and smoothed down the front.
For a moment he stood behind her, resting his cheek on her head and holding her gently. Then he reached down and retrieved her hat.
"Now we must set you to rights and embark upon our first mission," he said briskly. "Procuring a steady source of Bath buns."
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