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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. BY ROSLUND & HELLSTRÖM
  3. EARLIER
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. NOW
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. PART2
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. PART3
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. PART4
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. PART5
  45. Chapter 37
  46. Chapter 38
  47. Chapter 39
  48. Chapter 40
  49. PART6
  50. Chapter 41
  51. PART7
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. Chapter 46
  57. Chapter 47
  58. Chapter 48
  59. Chapter 49
  60. PART8
  61. Chapter 50
  62. PART9
  63. Chapter 51
  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
  72. Chapter 60
  73. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  74. What’s next onyour reading list?

“We didn’t know it yet. But the balcony and the boy who fell were the beginning of a long goodbye. She was fourteen years old then, and when she turned sixteen she disappeared. One day she was just gone. A few clothes were missing from her closet, her toothbrush, maybe a few other things. But no message, no explanation. She called us a couple of times in that first year. We managed to track one of the calls—it came from a telephone booth in a town called Shkodër in Albania. She didn’t say much, just told us she was doing well. We asked her where she was living, what she was doing, and when she wouldn’t answer we asked again. Then she hung up. And we never spoke again.”

The adoptive father couldn’t go on anymore. He shook his head, stared down at his palms, then leaned back in the sofa. Collapsing into himself.

His wife took over.

“Our biggest mistake was trying to help her with those new words. Bringing a linguist here, buying those Albanian dictionaries, even tracking down university courses and encouraging her to seek them out later. We wanted to help her connect with her roots. But instead she became obsessed with them.”

Ewert Grens looked at the parents who seemed so alone even though they were two. That’s what happens when you lose a child.

“After that last phone call, there’s only been silence. We didn’t know anything. We still don’t, Superintendent.”

But I know.

Grens thought that, but he couldn’t tell them yet. That their grown-up little girl had journeyed backward. Back to where those new words carried her. To the memories she couldn’t reach. Or maybe she had reached them—more than her adoptive parents knew. She could have remembered her family and started asking questions without knowing the violent end they met. Maybe she was closing in on the people who had taken their lives without even knowing it. Maybe that’s when the contents of her file, locked inside the police archive, were plucked out. Because her questions awoke other people’s memories. Maybe that was when someone hired a dirty cop inside Kronoberg to find out who she really was.

And then got rid of her.

The brute they called Zaravic, who was going to be arrested today, locked up for seventy-two hours on Grens’s orders, had become even more important now, had even more questions to answer.

“I’d like to ask your permission to search your daughter’s room.”