Chapters (20)
He began to move, pumping his hips, taking her hard, and she loved it. Needed it. Because it was Xander and together they were magic. She wrapped her legs around his waist and raised her hips, welcoming every thrust.
She tried to watch him. His jaw was tight, his dark eyes gleaming as they came together over and over. Once again he found that spot, and she climbed higher, so close to coming. Garbled sounds left her throat, noises and words she didn’t recognize escaping.
“That’s it, sunshine. Come and I’ll follow you right over.” She caught a glimpse of his handsome face, and then the wave came and she shut her eyes, the force of her orgasm sweeping her out of reality and into some alternate place where all she could do was feel.
As the waves began to recede, she opened her eyes. Xander’s hips thrust once, twice, and he let out a loud groan as he found his release. To her shock, ripples of another, smaller orgasm rolled over her, leaving her utterly spent.
Xander collapsed on top of her and she didn’t care that she couldn’t breathe. Apparently he did, because he rolled, taking her with him. She ended up on top, his cock still semi-inside her.
As his hand tangled in her hair, she thought about their earlier talk. She considered her life and wondered what she really wanted. Was the dissatisfaction she’d felt with her career upon coming to New York tied to acting? Did she want to take it easy? Or walk away completely?
One day into filming and she was enjoying her role. But she didn’t like needing a bodyguard around all the time or men thinking she belonged to them threatening her. Then there was the invasion of privacy any time someone recognized her. At times it was fun but mostly it left her feeling empty after. Which was odd, wasn’t it?
The only thing that felt good and real right now was the man beneath her.
Everything was mixed up and tangled inside her mind. She sighed. Breathing in his heady masculine scent, she wished this moment could last forever. That they could last.
Knowing it couldn’t, something he’d made very clear, she rested her head on his shoulder and hid the tears that threatened to leak from her eyes.