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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Novels by
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  51. PROLOGUE
  52. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  53. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  54. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  55. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

They turned the corner and walked toward the water. Louisa noticed the sun had begun to dip lower in the sky. Her mind wandered across the island to the lighthouse. It pained her to think that after all this time, after all this buildup, after their almost second chance, neither of them was there at this precise moment.

“I had forgotten about your birthday wishes,” Marissa said, nostalgia coming through in her voice. She started rummaging through her bag. “Then I found this. He left it behind when he stayed with me this week.” She handed over a sheet of folded paper.

Louisa slowly opened it. On it, in Cody’s familiar scrawl, was written:

Birthday wish for my thirtieth year:

I wish my mom would learn to forgive. And I wish Louisa and I could be together.

Louisa’s heart caught in her throat. She glanced at Marissa, who was staring straight ahead.

“I was cleaning after he left, and it caught me off guard. I didn’t realize I was one of the reasons the two of you weren’t together.”

“I didn’t want to be the reason he lost his family,” Louisa said sadly.

Marissa shifted. “Obviously I have a reason to be angry.”

“Of course,” Louisa said quietly.

“But not enough of a reason to ruin the rest of my son’s life.” Marissa faced her. “You make him happy. You always have.”

Tears sprang to Louisa’s eyes, but she didn’t even bother to blink them away. “I love him, Mrs. Boggs.”

Marissa reached over and took Louisa by the arms. “I know you do. And I think your love has taught me a lot about what I need to work on.” She stilled. “I called your mom.”

Louisa stared at her with wide eyes. “You did?”

“We’re going to have coffee.”

Louisa couldn’t keep a laugh from escaping. “You have no idea how happy that makes me.”

“Forgiveness is a powerful thing, I’m starting to see. Daniel was so good at it, I think I almost resented him for it.” Her face turned sad. “It came so easy to him, just like everything else.”

Louisa understood, at least partly. The day Cody forgave her, she felt like she’d been set free. She studied the older woman for a moment, then dared the question she’d been turning over in her mind. “Mrs. Boggs, do you forgive me?”

Marissa reached out and put a hand on Louisa’s face. “I forgive you, LuLu.”

Tears streamed down Louisa’s face. “Thank you,” she whispered.

“Thank you,” Marissa said, “for loving my son.”

Louisa wiped her eyes. “I do love him, but I pushed him away. I always find ways to lose him, don’t I?”

Marissa squeezed her arm. “I don’t think you’ve lost him, dear. Your birthday isn’t over yet.”

Louisa smiled sadly. “If only that mattered. I don’t even know where he is.”