Chapters (48)
- Prologue
- Part One: Trappings
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Part Two: Returns
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Part Three: Wine Land
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Anamnesis: The Perpetual Train
- Part Four: The Hainting
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Part Five: Retread
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Part Six: The Causus Race
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Part Seven: Stain
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Part Eight: The Remarking
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Part Nine: Sound and Light
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Part Ten: The Monument
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- RUNAGATE RAMPANT. LUNUARY 1806.
"I said. I’ve an idea-something for safety’s sake. A last plan. Because by Jabber and by gods and by everything, Cutter, I will not let this happen. Stop them. But if you don’t, I’ll be here, with my plan. Do right by me, Cutter. "
Bastard, Cutter thought, tearing up, trying to speak. Bastard to say that to me. You know what you are to me. Bastard. He felt his chest hollow, felt as if he were falling inside, as if his very fucking innards were straining for Judah.
"Love you, Judah," he said. He looked away. "Love you. Do what I can." I love you so much Judah. I’d die for you. He wept without sob or sound, furious at it, trying to wipe it away.
Judah kissed him. Judah straightened, kind, implacable, held Cutter gently by the chin and tilted his head up. Cutter saw the damp on the wallpaper, saw the doorframe, looked at Judah’s stubble all grey, the man’s thin face. Judah kissed him and Cutter heard a sound from his own throat, and was enraged at himself and then also at Judah. You bastard, he thought or tried to think at the kiss, but he could not make himself. He would do what Judah asked. I love you Judah.
Part Nine: Sound and Light
Part Nine: Sound and Light
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Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-One
A dirigible flew fast. It was pushed by wind and its engine over stone fragments. The dead towns it overflew, the remnants of railroad boom, were like discolourations on heliotypes. Cutter watched from the little cockpit.
The Collective had got them out. First two decoy balloons had set out, piloted by dummies, and while the militia pounded them, the escape dirigible flew. The pilot went so low towerblocks rose around them. The ship had cut between the smokestacks of the slum factories, evaded hunter warflots.
They travelled in fear of air-pirates, but beyond the idiot aggressions of githwings and a few outlander wyrmen nothing attacked them in the wilds outside the city. Cutter thought of Judah all the time. In him moved a complex of anger, and a kind of need he could not exorcise.
"Be careful, Cutter," Judah said before he went, and held him. He would not say what he was doing, why he was staying. "You have to be quick. They’re through. The militia, through the cacotopos, and they’re hunting the Council down. Come back," he said. "When they turn away, or scatter, come back, and I’ll be waiting. And if they refuse to turn away, come ahead of them, come to the city, and I’ll be here, I’ll wait."
You never will, Cutter thought. Not in the way you know I want.