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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

Kaden let his mom lead him to the sitting room. Here the furniture looked too nice for a casual cup of coffee. The room had always been off limits to him as a kid. A family portrait hung over the fireplace. Kaden wasn’t in it.

The woman came in with the carafe and mugs right behind them.

Once they were alone, his mother leaned forward and took his hand between hers. “I’ve missed you so much.”

He stared down at where they touched, closed his eyes, and tried to let himself believe this was a form of love, giving himself one last chance to feel it before he tore it all down. He took a deep breath and pulled his hand free.

His mother frowned.

“I didn’t come home for the funeral,” he said. “I came home because I took a girl’s memories.”

Sylvia stared at him with her head tilted to the side. She pursed her lips; then she set her mug on the table. “What do you mean you took them?”

“You know what I mean.” He searched her eyes. “The same thing you did to everyone in this town that summer—you made them all forget me.”

Sylvia shook her head slowly. “All the memories that this town lost were given up willingly. You know that.”

“No,” he said. “This wasn’t like that. I was at a bar. This woman was talking about her dead husband, and I said she could just forget it all. And so she did.”

Sylvia leaned forward and rested a hand on his knee. “Are you certain? Maybe you’d had too much to drink?”

“I know what happened.”

“It sounds like you don’t know what happened,” Sylvia said softly. “Grief is a funny thing.”

“I was not grieving him,” Kaden said. “I was celebrating the fact that an evil man is gone.”

Sylvia winced.

“What, like you’re not just as happy to finally be rid of him?”

She looked away and smoothed her hair. “He was your father.”

“Was he?” Kaden said. “He beat me. You watched it happen and you did nothing.”

The words hung between them.

“Or did you forget that, too?” he said.

She pulled back from him, her eyes narrowed to points. “Don’t think I haven’t wanted to forget. But I kept every single cut and bruise your father gave you right here.” She pressed a hand to her heart, perfectly choreographed, like an actress.

“Little good that did me,” Kaden said.

“I thought I was doing what was best for you, for our family. You deserved better,” she said, voice sharp. “I never should’ve let that man lay a hand on you. I should’ve left him.”

She leaned her head back against the couch with a sigh and rubbed at her temples.

“Then why didn’t you?”