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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“You missed me,” she said, almost childlike. “That’s why you’re here? Not for him?”

“I’m not here for him.” As much as he’d tried to put all this behind him, he was still angry. He was still broken. “But I didn’t come home because I missed you, either.”

Hurt flashed across her face. “What, then? You thought you’d come collect some sort of inheritance? I’ve got news for you. Your father didn’t love either of you boys.” She paused, let the words sink in. “Not the way I did.”

It was just like her to twist everything like that. To couple her love with pain.

“Right. By letting him hurt me?” The words escaped Kaden’s lips before he could stop them. He knew she’d been one of his father’s victims, too, but that didn’t lessen the weight of his pain. She’d chosen her husband over him. Again, and again, and again.

“By making you stronger,” Sylvia said.

He shoved his hands into his pockets and took a step back.

“Strong enough to leave, maybe.” He laughed bitterly. “But now that I’ve come back to Yarrow, no one remembers me unless I tell them my name. You wouldn’t happen to have anything to do with that, would you?”

“The memory harvest took that summer from everyone,” Sylvia said. “The town chose not to write it down because they didn’t—because we didn’t—want to remember, ever.”

“So I keep hearing.” He leaned back on his heels.

“Let’s sit down and catch up,” she said. “Maybe a little early for a glass of bourbon, though we are burying your father today…”

He shook his head.

“Coffee, then.”

He didn’t tell her that all he wanted was tea.

She led him through the grand entryway, past the ballroom, and to the kitchen, where the staff was preparing food for his father’s funeral. Death was supposed to be marked by homecooked meals from your neighbors and your heart falling to pieces every time you remembered you’d never see a person again—not catering.

“Mrs. Bonner, is there something you need?” The question came from another woman in a black polo whom Kaden didn’t recognize.

“Bring us a pot of coffee in the sitting room, please,” Sylvia commanded, her grip on Kaden not quite tight enough to be uncomfortable but close.

“Two cups?” the woman asked.

Sylvia nodded, almost preening, “One for each of us.” She gave a small, calculated laugh, so much like the woman of Kaden’s childhood. “I’m half tempted to ask for champagne. My son Kaden has returned home.”

The woman’s eyes widened as she took him in. A few others looked up from around the kitchen. Soon, the news of his return would spread like wildfire. “Should I get a bottle, or…”

“Coffee is fine,” Sylvia said.