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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“Then what are we waiting for?” He was up out of his seat and putting on his shoes before Addison had even set his mug down. Together they started across the yard toward the driveway, just as the back door opened and Maura stepped onto the porch.

“Addison?” she said. “River?”

“Grams,” Addison said, knowing there was no chance she was getting out of there without Maura realizing something was wrong.

“Well, this was the last thing I expected to see this morning.”

River grabbed Addison’s hand and gave it a squeeze. She had to tell her grandmother something, but she wasn’t sure where to start. The truth would be easiest, even if she didn’t tell it all. But she knew Maura, and it was always best to begin with an apology.

“I shouldn’t have mentioned that there was something wrong with the garden at dinner last night,” Addison said.

“No,” Maura agreed. “You shouldn’t have.”

“I’m sorry,” Addison said.

Maura nodded, but still, her eyes were narrowed.

“I found River’s pain in there,” Addison said, pointing behind her.

“Impossible,” Maura said.

“It’s true,” River said, his aura rife with mourning, as if the fire had taken his grandfather the night before, rather than two years ago.

“How…” Maura stared out at the garden, and Addison’s stomach twisted.

The wilting had spread, and even from where they stood, the plants looked all wrong. Maura looked her granddaughter over from head to toe, her eyes landing on the scratches along her arms and wrists. Addison released her grip on River’s hand.

“What happened?”

“Nothing,” Addison replied, too quickly. “I just got stuck in some brambles.”

Maura arched an eyebrow. “We don’t have any brambles.”

“I… It’s not as bad as it looks.”

“What aren’t you telling me, Addison? Did the garden do this to you?”

The color drained from Addison’s face. “I tried to offer it my pain.”

“You know it can’t take from our hearts,” Maura said. When Addison didn’t respond, Maura walked to the edge of the patio and dug a hand into the soil.

“It’s getting worse,” she said, brow furrowed. “There’s not enough sorrow in the dirt to keep them alive much longer. Not only that—the garden itself is in pain.” She sat on the ground. “I knew stepping back from healing would put more on Irene’s shoulders, but I didn’t think…”

She was talking more to herself than to Addison, but that didn’t stop Addison from saying, “You didn’t think I would be a problem—that I wouldn’t be able to feed it.”

“No,” Maura said. “It’s not that… It’s…” But her grandmother didn’t finish the sentence, and Addison’s throat grew hot with shame. “There has to be a way to fix it,” Maura said.

This, Addison realized, was her chance.