Back In the Shadow Garden
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“Isn’t it a little early?” he said.

Addison shook her head. “This can’t wait, and my car is still at the Bonners’.”

“Whatever you need,” he said, and started to push back from the table.

“Wait,” Addison said.

She drained her tea, flipped the cup, and examined the contents. She saw the same things, over and over again: rosemary and corn, the fern and the ladybug. But this time they were surrounded by small leaves, a sign that she had a choice to make.

“Anything helpful?” His eyes searched hers.

“The same symbols that led me to the Bonners in the first place,” Addison said. “Let me see yours.”

River swirled his cup and tipped it, just as Addison had taught him years ago.

“You remember,” she said.

“When you fall in love with a Haywood, there are some things you never forget.” He held out the mug to her, and they both leaned over it. Small leaves dotted his cup, just like the leaves around hers. At the bottom, she saw a fruit basket and several ears of corn.

“Well?” he asked.

“There’s lots of corn. Corn on its own can be a sign of success,” Addison said as she pressed a finger to the symbol, showing him. “Same with the fruit basket. But both of them together, combined with the leaves, it looks to me like you may have to make a choice between the distillery and the grocery.”

River furrowed his brow. “But I already made a choice. I left the distillery. With what the Bonners want to do to your family, why would I ever choose them?”

Addison pressed her lips together. “For the same reason I might.”

“What?” River said.

Addison closed her eyes and leaned her head back. She hadn’t planned to tell him—she hadn’t planned to tell anyone except Quinn—but if she and River were going to move forward from here together, she wanted him to know the truth.

“I think Kaden Bonner is my father.”

“He… what?” River shook his head. “How could you possibly know that?”

“It’s why you found me like you did last night. Sylvia shared a glass of bourbon with me, a bottle from the summer of ’97, and there was a memory trapped inside. We both saw it when she cracked open the bottle and we took a sip.”

His eyes widened. “That’s what made you think my pain would still be in the garden, because your mom’s memories were in the bourbon.”

Addison nodded.

“And since Sylvia is likely your grandmother, you think she’ll let you into the cornfield so you can figure out what the garden was trying to show you in your vision.”

She nodded again.