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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

She sifted through books at the farmstead, still sitting in boxes, awaiting shelves and her mother’s enthusiasm. Viola had been momentarily buoyed by the sight of green shoots in the tilled plots outside, until she realised it was November, not the time of year for that kind of thing, and these were nothing but hardy weeds. If this continued, there would be more visits. First the headmaster, then the doctor – who would come next?

‘What are you looking for?’ her mother called distractedly from the veranda, disturbed by the sound.

Viola sat amongst piles of mildewed Penguin editions and dictionaries in various languages.

‘Do we have any books on, like, magic and spells and stuff?’

No answer drifted back.

Viola considered handing the girls the Kendricks’ copy of Macbeth. Maybe it was one of the Shakespeare texts that Michael had hinted were forbidden. There was no cross-dressing in the play and only a suggestion of sex, as far as Viola could remember, but there was plenty of double, double toil and trouble.

Viola had seen how the congregation quivered over that letter about ‘mystic cards’ and ‘polished stones’. A similar letter (minus the fire and brimstone) had gone out to parents at Viola’s old school when an obsession for Ouija boards swept through Year Eight, but the parents back home had scoffed at it – necromancy and fortune-telling were bunkum, and the girls having nightmares needed to snap out of it, quit attention-seeking.

What exactly would Viola be saying by giving the girls a copy of Macbeth? That there was a parallel? Three Eldest Girls, three weird sisters. She threw the play text back into its box.

She trawled the estate land next, hoping to find a stone in the shape of a heart or a lucky clover with an extra leaf. She could press the sprig between the pages of the heavy atlas, then affix it to a neat piece of card, explaining its auspiciousness when handing it over (just in case four-leafers didn’t have the same meaning on Lark). She would be like one of those colonial explorers ingratiating themselves with an isolated tribe before engaging in their local rituals.

But she found nothing, only attracted, once again, the attention of the stooped and bearded gamekeeper. He pulled up alongside her in his tarped-over Land Rover, asking her why she was out on the hills alone.

‘You reckon it’s a good idea, do you, wandering about like this?’

His questions confused her, containing as they did echoes of the mainland rules, the ones that made it Viola’s responsibility not to put herself in a vulnerable position, not to make herself easy prey – the ones that weren’t supposed to apply here.

‘I’m just walking my dog,’ she told him.

‘Well, keep it away from the cattle,’ he replied.

‘Oh, she doesn’t chase anything that big, only rabbits.’

‘I’m thinking of the diseases she’ll have from that mainland of yours.’