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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

‘It’s a tonic I made from bistort root.’

‘I don’t want it,’ I told her.

‘I heard you being sick, through the wall. This is good for that.’

‘I said –’

‘It’s good for wounds on the outside too.’ She was looking at my knees, covered by a pair of marl pyjamas.

‘Did you see?’ The thought that anyone had witnessed me leaving the Customs House, dishevelled and bleeding, brought on a fresh and brutal wave of nausea.

Margaritte shrugged evasively.

I got up, staggering to the opposite side of the room. I needed there to be space between us; I had to see her for what she was – a deluded woman too attached to the old ways.

‘You take that stuff away,’ I told her.

‘But it’s just herbs, Leah.’

‘You know it isn’t. I should never have been sucked in. What you do is against God.’

She laughed loudly. ‘You tell that to Father Daniel!’ she replied. ‘After he fell out with Dr Bishy and couldn’t be going to his surgery anymore, I cured his pink-eye with a clary water, just like that.’

She clicked her fingers.

I did not know what to question first – the reverend’s engagement in the dark arts, or his falling out with the doctor. Both were irrelevant.

‘Jacob Crane has his sights on you,’ I warned. ‘On me too.’

She sighed and looked down for a moment, blinking upwards again to ask: ‘Are you frightened of him?’

‘Yes!’ came an unbidden voice. To my surprise, it was my own. Was this true? Was I scared of Jacob Crane? And if I was, couldn’t it be justified, wasn’t it to be expected? I had known him only as my headmaster, then straight away as my superior at work. Didn’t everyone on the island hold him in some kind of fearful reverence?

‘Aren’t you?’ I returned. ‘Frightened of him?’

‘Actually,’ she said, easing herself up from the sofa, placing a hand gently on my arm as she left, ‘I think it’s time that he was frightened of us.’

On the Monday, when I still hadn’t returned to St Rita’s, Cat Walton knocked on my door, the tails of her curate’s gown flapping beneath her short, bulbous Puffa jacket.

‘I’m here in my professional capacity,’ she said, ‘responsible as I am for all the souls of this parish.’