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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

She disappeared into the black of the upstairs landing. There was the sound of her heavy bedroom door clunking shut. Viola would be lonely without her in the dark of the house, her senses on edge, Dot barking at every sound, sure that foxes were trespassing on the veranda. Yet she had to find some comfort in the way her mother had spoken. These were strong words, seditious even, but they were not the words of surrender.

Viola would not go to that appointment – if only because the late afternoons were reserved for spying. If she couldn’t get close to the Eldest Girls at school, she would have to keep her vigil at the stones, slowly building the courage to step inside the circle.

But, before that, she’d need to get rid of Michael.

His company had been valuable to her; his knowledge of the island exhaustive, his discretion completely lacking. (‘Huxley fell and snagged his bean-bags on some rigging once and they say Dr Bishy had to amputate one of them.’) Every anecdote was delivered with the self-regard of a precocious child at a spelling bee, his embellishments signposted by the rising of his voice.

‘Britta Sayers is always stopping me in the school corridors to ruffle my hair or straighten my collar, that kind of thing. She’s very… tactile.’

He was so obviously pleased with the word ‘tactile’ that Viola had snorted with laughter.

Michael defined each girl as a clear archetype – Britta was the gobby one; Anna, the angel; Jade-Marie, the friendly klutz. It made Viola wonder what easy classification he applied to her when she wasn’t there, because surely he did talk about her. This was currency – first-hand contact with the redheaded newcomer, the one with the obstructive mother who was growing as reclusive as the Earl.

Could Viola describe Michael with a cute little phrase in return? He was such a keeno, such a neek, king of all the boffins… No, nothing was quite right. Archetypes were what boys used to label girls – so they could get past the tedious business of empathy and nuance, and focus on the gawping, deciding if the art deserved a place on their wall.

When repetitions started to appear in Michael’s stories, signalling that he had little else to reveal to her, Viola made her move. She needed to break free from the way he watched her as she watched the girls, making comments on her every reaction. She wanted to enjoy the vibrations, tip her head back as the girls did, allow the sensations to shiver gratifyingly through her body.

He was her friend and she liked him, but Michael had to go.

She put it to him straight. ‘You need to leave this to me.’