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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

Once again, Viola returned from her walk to find a Land Rover parked in front of the farmstead – a different one, even more ancient than the vehicle driven by the Customs Officer. It had a dirty tarpaulin hood stretched across its open back.

Viola’s mother was not in her usual chair on the veranda, the sliding temperatures no bar to her habit of sitting outside. She had found a moth-eaten sheepskin coat, left behind in one of the bedroom wardrobes, and wrapped herself in that. A scarf twisted around her unwashed hair completed the look: a grandmother from a fairy tale.

The vacant veranda and the unfamiliar truck forced a sour uneasiness into Viola’s throat. She picked up her step towards the house.

‘Don’t you be going in there!’

The gruff voice made her jump, skid to a stop.

The Land Rover, parked in the shadows of the trees, had appeared empty, but as Viola wheeled around, twisting herself in Dot’s lead, she saw the gamekeeper, his white beard framed by the window of the cab. Last time they’d met, he had threatened trouble. Viola’s disquiet began to rise.

‘Why not?’ she said. ‘Why shouldn’t I?’

‘Because the doctor’s in there looking after her, isn’t he?’

His words tipped her into panic. Viola sprinted for the wooden steps, taking them two at a time, exploding through the front door, preparing herself for how her mother might have tried to do it. Their stash of paracetamol? Surely not a knife?

But in the kitchen, her mother was sitting upright, intact, rebuttoning her blouse, with no sign of disaster. At least, not the disaster Viola had anticipated. A barrel of a man in a formal navy suit tossed his stethoscope to the table, letting it snake across the top of Viola’s school books, then he leant in to finger the glands at Deborah Kendrick’s neck.

‘What’s going on? Are you sick?’ Viola demanded from the doorway, the adrenalin making her splutter.

Dot, picking up on the mood, gave a sharp, strangled yip.

The doctor turned, assessing Viola from behind his circular spectacles, a brief judgement, before going back to Deborah to boom out his conclusion.

‘There’s absolutely nothing wrong with you.’

‘But –’

Her mother was cut off by a short jeer of objection from the doctor. He retreated into the cushions of his chin, raising a solid finger. ‘There is absolutely no reason, Mrs Kendrick, why you shouldn’t be out there. In fact, some fresh air and hard work might do you good.’

‘But on my GP records,’ Deborah continued meekly, ‘you’ll see that I’ve been prone to iron deficiencies and –’