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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

The Anchor was full, as was typical for a Saturday; it took just thirty bodies to bring the place elbow-to-elbow, the last lifeboat in a storm. Jed Springer had rolled up his sleeves and broken into a sweat getting everyone served. He called terse instructions to his brother, Reuben, his slender double, a boatman usually – and a wet blanket, a loser, according to most on the island you spoke to, him being so different from garrulous Jed. Eleanor, Jed’s skittish, wide-eyed wife, completed the trio behind the bar, unsmiling in her bartender’s waistcoat.

The clan from school were in their usual factions – Dellie Leven and Faith Moran stuck close to their boatmen husbands; Ruth French, with housemate Cat Walton, jostled at the bar. Beneath a cluster of painted buoys hanging from the ceiling at the end of the room, sat Miriam Calder and her whiskered husband, Frank, his crutch propped at his side. They were embedded at the headmaster’s table, Miriam force-feeding Diana Crane all the latest buzz. Frank was known for repeating the last few words of each phrase that tumbled from his wife’s mouth, as if providing assurance that all she said was true.

I arrived alone, the Anchor lying just a few yards from my front door; the roars of male laughter travelled into my bedroom on still weekday nights. Ben arrived last, on the arm of a beaming Barbara Stanney. Heads turned when he entered – of course they did, he was our stranger – and Barbara played up to the stares with a teenage relish. She pulled Ben towards her, snuggling into his chest, raising laughter with this charade, making him blush with embarrassment. I could feel Ruth’s gaze on me, expecting me to be annoyed, but I laughed along. The distraction was good. Let everyone talk about Barbara’s ignominious display with the coycrock teacher young enough to be her son; let the wagging tongues stay well away from me.

Three drinks in, we took possession of a table, Ruth, Cat, Ben and I; Barbara had relinquished her toyboy early on for the lure of the dominoes. We huddled close on our stools, standing drinkers jostling at our backs. Ben’s presence continued to work its strange magic on Ruth. With him there, she no longer spoke to me like we were in the schoolyard. Cat spoke easily too.

‘I notice we haven’t seen you in chapel yet, Mr Hailey,’ she challenged. She wasn’t serious in this reprimand, but also she was; maintaining attendance was one of her clerical duties.

‘I’m there every day of the week,’ he shot back, understanding the game. ‘What on earth are you accusing me of?’

‘A violation!’ Cat slammed a palm to the table, making husbands and wives, fishermen and labourers, look down on us for a moment. Ben turned in his seat to give them a genial nod. Ruth sniggered into her glass.