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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

Viola had wanted to stand over her mother too, find out which class she was being enrolled in. She had failed her GCSEs on the mainland, missed too much school in the wake of the incident and fallen behind. She had come to think of herself as a dunce, a div.

As it was, whatever Deborah Kendrick put on those forms was of no consequence at all.

On their trip to the Provisions Store that weekend, Viola’s mother had enquired of one of the aproned women behind the counter how she might go about ordering something to arrive on the last August ship. The aproned woman had pointed them towards the Counting House, where upstairs they had waited in line to use a computer. Deborah Kendrick had clicked, scrolled, bought.

A chill lifted the hairs on Viola’s skin, despite the clement weather that final summer month, when she watched her mother unpack the box that arrived. Teaching materials for Maths, English, Geography and French were arranged neatly in their corresponding piles on the kitchen table.

‘I’m really going to enjoy this,’ her mother had trilled, breaking the spine on a Tricolore textbook. ‘Et toi?’

There they were, on the remotest property on the remotest island, and now Viola was to be home-schooled. Yet, she said nothing – could find no way to protest. Just as she was careful not to wake Dot as she dozed in the radiating warmth of the kitchen Rayburn, Viola could not risk disturbing her mother from this lightness, this reverse of sleep. She had seen how delicate Deborah Kendrick’s mindset was in that brief moment with Miriam in chapel. She was under a precarious spell, one that could be easily broken.

So, the battered kitchen table became Viola’s school, her pencil now piercing the paper whenever a sentence crossed a groove in the wood.

‘Do you think they used to butcher animals on here?’ she asked her mother. ‘Slaughter them, even?’

‘It’s a timed test, you know,’ was Deborah Kendrick’s reply, ‘you shouldn’t be even thinking about chatting.’

Viola only spoke to break the silence, make the situation feel normal and not a step too far, an isolation within an isolation.

In the timed tests her mother set, Viola felt no urgency. The pink grains of the hourglass flowed slower on Lark. One – eeeeeeelllllleeeephant. Two – eeeeeeelllllleeeephant…. With no distractions – no texts from friends, no radio, music or television – the silence stretched. It made Viola restless.

In the afternoons, lessons done, she clipped on Dot’s red lead and headed out, south, down the main track from the farmstead. Her mother had been uneasy the first time she had pulled on her boots in the hallway.