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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

Viola has these phrases rehearsed and ready, should she be stuck for something to say.

They had gone inside – Saul first, Viola behind, resisting the urge to push the walkie-talkie into the small of his back like a weapon. The bald wooden floor of the Customs House had echoed their arrival, magnifying their footfalls and the rustling of their coats. Viola had started to follow Saul into the back office, like always, but he’d stopped her, put up the palm of his hand – ‘No, you wait here’ – before gesturing to the bench below a browning pastel map of the island. This had thrown her off-guard. She’d given him a look that asked, Really? He’d nodded, waiting for her to move away and sit. That was when he’d taken one of the blue blankets from the wire basket by the door, provisions for occasional overboard fishermen, and arranged it across her shoulders, paternally, almost. She was dealing with official Saul, Saul-at-work.

He’d raised the hinged front desk, the section bearing a taped-on laminated timetable for this year’s mainland ships, closing it behind him, and then disappeared into the office beyond.

On the opposite wall to the bench there is a series of framed black-and-white images of the estate – the Big House in some long-gone heyday, the seat of the reclusive Earl. Viola has heard so much about this invisible sovereign, this silent ruler of the island (or rather she has heard the same small slices of information on repeat), that the man has morphed, in her mind, into the fickle, fairy-tale giant who bit a chunk out of Lark and pushed it out to sea. At his whim, might the Earl push the island right back again – if he were ever to show his face?

Viola looks down. The toe of her boot skims the coastline of an old stain on the otherwise pristine blond-wood floor, a stain that wasn’t there last time she rested on this bench, limp and ocean-tired, the day she arrived on Lark. It would be easy for her to think that she is different now, that these ten months on the island have transformed her – once bewildered and full of sorrow, she is now upright, focused, and in possession of the ball – but it would be a lie.

The two-way radio is growing sweaty in her grip. Her back is slowly slumping. Dot has given up all hope of breakfast and fallen sleep.

Viola isn’t in charge. She called one shot and then landed herself on the wrong side of the counter, away from the action.

Get up, instructs a voice inside. Go into that back office!

But here comes another voice, slicker, more practised, telling her that she hasn’t been blindly obedient to Saul, rather she’s chosen to put her faith in his clear authority. She must not fall into the trap of assuming that every man is up to no good.