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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

It cannot be true that the pure souls are drawn skywards to paradise by the moon, and the wicked ones fall in a fit on the ground to be transformed into beasts – the line cannot be drawn as simply as that, because how then would you explain the fishermen who became deer and the girls who became foxes?

There must be exclusions, exemption clauses, extenuating circumstances – a means to justify doing bad for good reasons, when your judgement day comes.

Or maybe it is easier to believe that no one watches over us anyway. That when we die, we just end. Perhaps that’s kinder to both the hunter and the hunted.

So, come, say the girls’ voices, lifted in song. Come one man to set all the women free. Bring forth a fellow who did not listen when Proverbs told him to keep thee from the strange woman. Bring forward the man who thinks himself exempt. Deliver to us a betrayer, a turncoat, a traitor, a man of violence, either of the hand or the mouth. Come a man that would have fallen and writhed upon the ground and become a snake anyway. Come a man like that.

The branches shift, the ferns whistle at the touch of the wind. Below, the sea rolls in anticipation.

The girls stand ready, naked as virgins; their weapons are themselves.

Their horned god steps forward, into the circle – into their house – a path he does not realise leads directly to hell. A mist settles on the earth, in league with the paltry moon, so they see only his silhouette, the shape of his coat, the coils spiralling from his head, no details of the face. This anonymity makes it easier.

He is an outline. He is a rough idea. He is no one.

The three-part harmony is joined by a fourth voice to deliver a song familiar from chapel. Oh, it is so very hard for girls to dance with a devil clinging to their backs; they must first shake him off.

The horned god is told to move closer, to take his pick, have a taste of their bodies, their weapons.

Though the real weapon, the wooden baton, is concealed behind one back.

As lips meet lips, wood meets skull with a swinging crack, a method learnt at school, beating against the doorframes.

Out you go, and stay you out,

We’re claiming back the day.

A scream goes up and the other roamers pause among the pines, if only to blame it on the foxes – always the foxes – before beginning their journeys home, discontented.

The beast thrashes on the ground, it tries to crawl away, and they fumble in the darkness, hold it by the ankles. Still the beast gargles and will not stop.

Will it ever stop?

They ask for the spirit of St Jade to come now, to give them the courage to go on, to finish what they have started – and she does.