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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

She would be a martyr like St Rita, pierced in the forehead to understand the suffering of the Saviour. Or like St Jade, enduring bites from venomous snakes to stamp out evil on Lark.

Viola ceremoniously removed all her clothing above the waist – St Catherine the inspiration for this. The tapestry on the wall of their church back home showed the martyr bare-chested and proud, as she was led towards the breaking wheel.

‘You girls keep on calling out for your Oak King, your Horned God…’ This was how he announced his arrival, strutting into view, his head adorned with the horns of a goat. ‘Well, he heard you. Here he is!’

‘Men aren’t allowed any further,’ Viola told him. ‘It brings on a terrible fury.’ And she stepped beyond the brink of the circle.

As he came forward, the Eldest Girls retreated to relative safety by the hollow centre stone. Viola let her arms hang at her sides. She held her chin high. The cold was anaesthetising, but she still felt the aggression of his kiss, the teeth behind it, the way he grabbed at her breasts forcefully, more deliberately than Michael. She was doing so well, hiding her shock, masking her fear, then abruptly, where his cloying warmth had been, there was bitter winter air once again. He’d been wrenched away.

She would not be St Viola after all.

‘How could you! How could you do this to me!’ Leah was screaming, dragging him backwards, throwing him to the grass, the horns tumbling ignobly away. Leah drew back her fist and he raised his arms to his face, his knees to his belly, protecting himself from the imminent blow.

Then Leah’s arm dropped. She fell quiet. He relaxed his armour. He peered up at her.

‘Oh,’ she said

He was swearing now, getting up, brushing himself down, asking her what the fuck she thought she was doing.

‘It’s you,’ she said, and she laughed, a strangled sound that disintegrated into a strange wail of pain. ‘But that’s not your coat,’ she said, ‘you even smell like …’ They all stared at her, wondering what words, what noise, might come from her mouth next. ‘Does your mother know you’re here?’ Leah asked. ‘Does Mary?’

‘The fuck they do,’ he replied, zipping the blue parka, flipping up the hood.

Anna came forward to throw a coat around a shivering Viola.

No one spoke.

Viola was reduced now, half-naked in the freezing air.

He was palpably on-guard, disturbed by the arrival of this deranged woman.

Leah Cedars was unsteady after the directness of her initial attack, but she found the strength to take charge, falling back into a classroom role, her voice sharp as a skewer.

‘Are you hassling these girls, Luke?’