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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

Outside, as they all stood by that deep hole in the ground, shoes caked in soil, Father Daniel’s voice battling the sharp coastal winds to explain that ‘Man that is born of woman hath but a short time to live, and is full of misery’, Viola thought only of their power, of what it could achieve; she zeroed in on this, so as not to recall the last time she had witnessed this sombre ritual, how on that occasion the bodies of her father and brother had been lowered into the ground.

She did not have the strength to attend the wake at the gamekeeper’s lodge; neither could she go straight back to the farmstead. The quiet there would likely unwrap the sorrow Viola kept so neatly packaged within herself; its exposure would only wound her mother further. Instead, the girl made for the emptiness of the harbour, to sit on the edge of the stone jetty that doglegged out to sea. She rested her back against the giant metal cross and let her legs hang over the edge, the wild sea licking hungrily at her heels. Then, she allowed herself to sob.

‘What the hell are you doing?’ A man burst out of a side door of the Customs House, interrupting her moment of solitude. ‘Get up, would you!’ he yelled, jogging towards her, pulling on a great, flapping oilskin coat. ‘Get up! You’ll catch your death!’

Viola quickly stood, realising the man would drag her to her feet if she didn’t obey. It was the Customs Officer, his expression twisted with horror.

‘What on earth were you playing at?’ he demanded.

Viola looked down to where she had sat, to where the sea snatched at the jetty like a tiger swiping its paw through the bars of a cage. These were the same waves that claimed a child every seven years. This was no place to hide and cry. She was playing at being stupid, was the answer to the Customs Officer’s question, but it would be too pathetic to own up to that. Instead, she reached for the lifebuoy of Mary Ahearn’s counsel.

‘Hello,’ she said to the Customs Officer, calming the chattering of her teeth and the hiccupping of her diaphragm, adopting the bright but quavering voice of a job interviewee, ‘I’m Viola Kendrick, it’s very nice to meet you.’

The Customs Officer was disarmed by this unexpected formality.

‘You’re a bloody idiot, is what you are,’ he replied, but his earlier passion had been assuaged. He strode off towards the whitewashed stone and warm light of his office, calling back to her as an invitation: ‘You’d better bring yourself inside, then, Viola Kendrick, get yourself dry.’