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Chapters (70)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Readers LOVE Amanda Brittany
  4. Also by Amanda Brittany
  5. I Lie In Wait
  6. Dedication
  7. Prologue
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Epilogue
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Keep reading for an excerpt from Her Last Lie …
  65. Prologue
  66. PART 1
  67. Chapter 1
  68. Dear Reader …
  69. Keep Reading …
  70. About the Publisher

‘I can’t imagine life without Elise, if that’s what you mean,’ she says. ‘I know she’s not my daughter, and we’ve had our differences in the past, but when I fell pregnant we bonded. Though I think I know what you’re trying to say.’ She pulls her phone from her bag, and taps the screen. ‘Here,’ she says, thrusting it towards me. ‘It’s the latest scan of baby Green. It was taken yesterday.’

I gulp back tears as I take in the tiny image.

‘If you look closely,’ she says. ‘You can make out his toes.’

I make a weird noise, as I force back invading tears.

‘Are you OK?’ she says, pressing her hand on my arm. ‘I’m so sorry if I’ve upset you.’

‘No, no you haven’t. I’m fine.’ I hand the phone back, and turn away from her, fumble a spoonful of coffee into a mug. I pour on boiling water. Add a splash of milk. ‘Sugar?’ I say, glancing over my shoulder.

She shakes her head.

I take a breath and hand her the mug, before splashing wine into a large glass.

And then it hits me.

The scan she just showed me. The one she said was taken yesterday. It was dated 10th October. ‘Did you say you had the scan yesterday?’ I ask, to be sure.

‘Yes, why?’

Is she lying? Or perhaps she showed me the wrong photo. But I recall her reaction when I mentioned the coffee – it was as though she’d been caught out. And now a memory invades of her at Drummondale House, tears rolling down her cheeks as she looked at a photograph of a scan of her baby.

I stare at her. It’s as though I can see into her soul, sense a terrible loss, feel her suffering as though it’s mine. She’s lost her baby.

But that can’t be right. Her body tells me otherwise.

‘Do you want to talk?’ I say. It’s a gamble. If, and only if, she’s lost her baby, she’s pretending she hasn’t – going as far as wearing a fake pregnancy bump – a good one too. She doesn’t want to be found out. ‘I understand.’

She shoots me a startled look, and I take a deep breath.

‘I lost my baby too,’ I say, my voice cracking. ‘I know how painful it is to lose your unborn child.’

‘I don’t know what you’re talking about.’ She’s flushed, and tears fill her eyes.

Mentioning my baby has left me vulnerable – exposed. Rosamund is the first person I’ve told, and I hadn’t factored in my own need for comfort.

And what if I’m wrong about Rosamund?

No. I’m right. I’m sure I’m right.