Charlotte needs to start seeing her same world through a new lens.

Charlotte needs her own version of a do-over.

“If you need an answer now, then the answer is no, thanks.”

Even I’m shocked about how calm I am about turning down his offer. Maybe this will be my only opportunity to bring my brainchild in the world. Maybe it won’t be. Maybe it’s not even what I want to do with my life anymore. Either way, I feel fine about it. Whatever the outcome.

“Wow. This is a first. Good luck, Charlotte.” He hangs up the line before I can say, “You, too.”

As I set my phone back down on my desk, I don’t feel the panic I should knowing I just walked away from the biggest opportunity of my professional life. But despite turning down the fancy business card, swanky Silicon Valley corner office, and whatever else was included in that bright and shiny relocation package, I feel lighter and brighter than I ever have staying right here.

Giddy as hell ;), reads the text from Brian that has just popped up on my Apple Watch. I smile, knowing that my gut was right about seeing where this goes. Because I can get used to giddy. I want to get used to giddy.

“Okay. Where were we, Marigold?”

Acknowledgments

The idea for Husband Material came to me one day when I overheard a bizarre story on the news while washing the dishes. I never thought it would spawn a full-blown manuscript—but look what we have here! There are many people to thank for helping me bring this book into the world.

I want to begin with the widows I interviewed to ensure my writing had authenticity and nuance to it. I am not like Charlotte, but I was able to locate a few brave women, from all walks of life, who are. These ladies were willing to talk to me, a virtual stranger, about the most painful parts of their pasts—often on a whim, often for hours at a time. Their stories and strength inspired me; inspired Charlotte. My utmost, humble thanks to:

• Caroline Brogan—Rest in Peace, Joe.

• Wanda DeJesus Engracia—Rest in Peace, Pablo.

• Lindsey Kraft Lange—Rest in Peace, Ron.

• and Robyn Woodman

Now on to a big round of applause for my editor at Graydon House, Melanie Fried. Her sharp, literary eye helped craft this unique idea into an edgy work of art. I am grateful for her spot-on creative direction, which allowed me to invent some of the scenes that I love most in the book. She also wins the fastest reader/responder award. Bravo to the entire Graydon House team!

Thank you to my agent Danielle Egan-Miller of Browne & Miller. She is the ultimate cheerleader and the definition of a fearless leader. I’m grateful for her representation, brutal honesty, and always on-it work ethic. Cheers to another great novel—and here’s to many, many more.

To my family, especially my mother/momager: thank you for your ongoing support. Kris Jenner has nothing on you.