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Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Part One
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Part Two
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Part Three
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Part Four
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Part Five
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. SPOTLIGHT ON BOOKSELLERS: Q&A WITH ALEXIS HALL AND CATHY BERNER
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author

“Told me to go fuck myself as I recall. As part of the group, I mean.”

“I think you might have been collateral damage,” I suggested.

With an only-half-listening shrug, Uncle Jim moved on. “But yes, we were close. Thick as thieves. But that’s the thing about thieves. They’re not especially famous for being nice to each other.”

He lapsed into a melancholy silence, and I let myself think back on what I knew about David and James Blackwood. They’d always struck me as of a type, the kind of bluff, untouchable older man who’d been raised to see no difference between humour and cruelty. They’d had something of a ringleader-sidekick vibe about them, certainly. And perhaps that was all you needed to know. After all, who was more scared of the school bully than the school bully’s best friend?

“He was a good man, our dad,” Uncle Jim was saying, as much to himself, it seemed, as to anybody else. “Honest, hardworking, wouldn’t stand for nonsense. Made sure David and me got good careers that set us up for life, and I’m grateful for that. So was David.”

Leaning forward, Oliver did his best to engage. “I suppose I didn’t know him that well.”

“No. He wasn’t the affectionate sort. Approved of grandchildren, but didn’t care for them.”

“I remember,” said Oliver, his own voice growing a little distant now. “He stopped giving us birthday presents the moment we turned sixteen.”

“Old enough to earn a living,” agreed Uncle Jim. “And David was just like him. Not quite as…as of that generation, of course. But a lot of the same values. Neither of them had any time for layabouts. Or weaklings. Or sissies.”

I wasn’t quite sure where this was going, but the shape of somewhere it could be going was beginning to schloomp together out of the haze of rain and reminiscence in front of me.

“Did Father often make you feel like a sissy?” asked Oliver, who seemed to be seeing the same schloomping possibility that I was. A possibility that made a depressing kind of sense for an unmarried man in his sixties who’d spent his whole life in the shadow of an older brother with no time for anyone he didn’t approve of.

“I looked up to him.” The fact that Uncle Jim hadn’t entirely answered Oliver’s question wasn’t lost on either of us. “Tried to be like him. Wasn’t.”

“That might have been for the best,” Oliver pointed out. “I’m not sure he was the sort of man it’s a good idea to emulate.”

Now Uncle Jim was staring fixedly into the middle distance. “You know, they say you can’t put old heads on young shoulders, but I’ll tell you this. You worked that out far sooner than I did.”