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Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Part One
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Part Two
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Part Three
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Part Four
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Part Five
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. SPOTLIGHT ON BOOKSELLERS: Q&A WITH ALEXIS HALL AND CATHY BERNER
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author

Having finished the beer, Priya grabbed the wine from me and took a swig of her own. “I know Oliver’s repressed, but I think even he would stop short of having his own father killed just to get out of a relationship.”

“Maybe his father dying was a coincidence and he made the most of it?” I suggested.

“No,” cried Bridge; she’d been crying things all evening. “You and Oliver are perfect for each other and you’re perfect together and everything’s going to be perfect.”

“If we’re so perfect,” I asked, “why is he in Milton Keynes being sad without me?”

For a moment Bridge didn’t have a reply. Then her face lit up like a Christmas tree which, ironically, it also did anytime she looked at a Christmas tree. “I’ve got it.”

“You’re going to say, ‘Go to Milton Keynes,’ aren’t you?” Priya’s voice wasn’t exactly scornful but had a quality that suggested scorn would be an option.

“Why not?” asked Bridge. “He’s there and he’s lonely and for whatever silly reason he feels like he can’t reach out. His coeur is all cri-ing and he needs you, Luc, he needs you.”

There was a part of me that wanted her to be right. For this—this thorny mess of grief and antagonism—to be fixable with one big gesture. “What if he needs space?”

“Well, which is worse?” Bridge turned her hands into wobbly scales. “If he needs you and you’re not there? Or if you’re there and he doesn’t need you?”

“I think,” I said slowly, “it wouldn’t be so much there and he doesn’t need me as making his father’s death all about my insecurities?”

Priya shot me a sardonic look. “To be fair, you totally are.”

“But”—I wagged a crucial point-making finger—“not to his face.”

“Wow,” said Priya. “You really have grown.”

Reclaiming the wine bottle, Bridge leapt somewhat unsteadily to her feet. “I still think that we should go to Milton Keynes right now.”

“And who’s going to drive you?” asked Priya. “Because I’m quite drunk and also don’t want to.”

Bridge bounced undeterred. “We’ll get an Uber.”

“Oliver would hate that,” I reminded her. “We’d be intruding on his private grief and the grief of his family who dislike me, while using the services of a company whose business practices he disapproves of.”

Deflating slightly, Bridget lowered herself back onto the sofa. “I want to say, it would be so romantic that it wouldn’t matter but…it would matter, wouldn’t it?”

“Yeah.” I sighed. “It really would.”

“Why is everything so complicated?” Bridge wondered piteously. “It wasn’t like this when we were younger.”