Back Hunger of the Pine
Chapters (42)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. PART ONE MONODY
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. PART TWO FUGUE CONCERTO
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. PART THREE SONATA APPASSIONATA
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. PART FOUR CODA
  34. CHAPTER 28
  35. CHAPTER 29
  36. CHAPTER 30
  37. CHAPTER 31
  38. CHAPTER 32
  39. CHAPTER 33
  40. CHAPTER 34
  41. CHAPTER 35
  42. CHAPTER 36

I don’t know where my love started for you and I don’t know where or if it will end … Maybe in another life. Every night, you come into my dreams and then I have to remind myself that those dreams were only mine and I have to pretend that everything between us is normal. I don’t want to put pressure on you, but I want to be with you. I want you to be my goddess. I will love you when you are a Shakti and I will love you when you are Shiva. I don’t want there to be anything for us to hide. To me, you are like a powerful panther that also has the grace of a fragile doe. I know it’s not considered very good to mention how beautiful a woman is because it usually makes her feel like that’s all you care about, but I am going to take the risk and tell you that I think you are so beautiful that when I’m around you, I can’t breathe. I want to dance and play and be one with you. I think you could become my everything and I want to be everything to you. So if you are open to being my woman, just bring me this hawk feather and I will know it means yes. If not, you can keep it. Wolf said that a hawk feather is a symbol of courage and strength, which is what it took me to write this letter and what it would probably take for you to trust me with your heart. Either way, I want it to keep you safe. No matter how you feel toward me, I want you to be happy and I want you to feel free. I want you to travel the world with me. I want us to live the way that two people in love are meant to live. I don’t want to have any regrets, which is why I am writing you this letter, because if I didn’t say these things, I am afraid that I would regret it for the rest of my life. My love for you is an unending journey. But I’d rather take that journey with you than in my own head. Can you love me?

With unending love,

Luke