Chapters (42)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- PART ONE MONODY
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- PART TWO FUGUE CONCERTO
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- PART THREE SONATA APPASSIONATA
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- PART FOUR CODA
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
I don’t know where my love started for you and I don’t know where or if it will end … Maybe in another life. Every night, you come into my dreams and then I have to remind myself that those dreams were only mine and I have to pretend that everything between us is normal. I don’t want to put pressure on you, but I want to be with you. I want you to be my goddess. I will love you when you are a Shakti and I will love you when you are Shiva. I don’t want there to be anything for us to hide. To me, you are like a powerful panther that also has the grace of a fragile doe. I know it’s not considered very good to mention how beautiful a woman is because it usually makes her feel like that’s all you care about, but I am going to take the risk and tell you that I think you are so beautiful that when I’m around you, I can’t breathe. I want to dance and play and be one with you. I think you could become my everything and I want to be everything to you. So if you are open to being my woman, just bring me this hawk feather and I will know it means yes. If not, you can keep it. Wolf said that a hawk feather is a symbol of courage and strength, which is what it took me to write this letter and what it would probably take for you to trust me with your heart. Either way, I want it to keep you safe. No matter how you feel toward me, I want you to be happy and I want you to feel free. I want you to travel the world with me. I want us to live the way that two people in love are meant to live. I don’t want to have any regrets, which is why I am writing you this letter, because if I didn’t say these things, I am afraid that I would regret it for the rest of my life. My love for you is an unending journey. But I’d rather take that journey with you than in my own head. Can you love me?
With unending love,
Luke