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  1. Jeff Noon
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Part One
  5. Blue with Yellow Flowers
  6. Totems
  7. Marks on the Skin
  8. The Stranger
  9. The Middle Child
  10. Too Much Noise
  11. Down to the Roots
  12. The Shiver
  13. In the Dark
  14. Object of Desire
  15. Everyday Strangeness
  16. All That Remains
  17. Shrines
  18. Every Contact
  19. Part Two
  20. Bedsitter Land
  21. The Dreamers
  22. Decay Factor
  23. An Actress Prepares
  24. The Nine Stages
  25. The Living-room Theatre
  26. Contamination of Evidence
  27. Part Three
  28. A View of Dreamland
  29. The Devil Himself
  30. A Gift from Grandmother
  31. The Hidden Room
  32. The Gathering
  33. The Blackbird
  34. In Blue and Yellow
  35. Other Pathways
  36. Part Four
  37. A House of Twigs
  38. Spells Against Darkness
  39. SLOW MOTION GHOSTS
  40. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Still, tomorrow might bring forth miracles.

He turned on the television, just to be with other people, to hear voices other than his own. And he sat down to read Barlow’s report. The word necrophage stood out: an organism that specifically lived off decaying flesh, that put down roots, sprouted fruiting bodies and sent out spores. And it kept the flesh in a kind of stasis for as long as it could, as it fed off it.

Jesus. They should make a horror film …

Under ‘Use as a drug’, Barlow had written about the addict’s intense need to locate any object seen in a hallucination. ‘At the height of this desire, users will buy, borrow or steal the object in question.’ It sounded crazy. And yet … Hobbes turned to view the wall, where a dress hung on a wire hanger, a blue dress with yellow flowers. He had taken it from Bridlemere last night, a souvenir. He remembered the urge to do so. The memory shamed him, the way he’d acted, caressing his face with the fabric. Christ almighty! But now, at least, maybe he had a reason for that, in the effect of the musk on his brain. It felt good to blame an outside source.

He looked down at the coffee-table, at the photograph his son had left in the album, in replacement for the wedding photo, remembering Martin’s late-night visit, and his urgent demand to be given the old wristwatch. The wedding photo, the watch …

Hobbes returned to Barlow’s report. He found the section that detailed symptoms of overuse, or physical changes the drug brought to the body.

… highly addictive … linked to verbal outbursts, or problems with anger … vomiting … patches of skin may be tinged with a blue or mauve colouring … evidence of contact …

The inspector stopped reading as the pieces clicked into place.

Fifteen minutes later he was driving along Upper Richmond Road, heading east. He couldn’t remember getting to the car, or setting off, only the action of moving by instinct. One task in mind. The streets were fairly quiet, each lamp a passing blur, the night shops a blaze of colour. Heart pounding, and his hands trembling on the wheel, sticky with sweat. He slowed down and tried to concentrate, leaning forward in the seat, eyes fixed on the road ahead, each junction, each traffic light. Martin’s face …

Martin’s face, that look of need …

The wristwatch, the fingertips, the gloves, hiding his shame …

Hobbes blinked in the glare of approaching headlights. He was on Peckham Road, heading for the high street, before he relaxed again and felt his hands unclench. He turned on to Cavalier Road and brought the car to a stop outside the squat. Cromwell House. He could hear music from within the archway of the building. People were moving around in the central forecourt.

It was a quarter past nine.

Hobbes got out of the car. He didn’t let fear take hold: he was probably beyond such feelings. Instead he marched straight into the place and continued to walk until he met the first group, two boys and a girl. They looked at him with surprise in their eyes.